ok so erin and i were just talking about love, and it got me thinking, what is love? who is to say what love is? is love just a feeling in your brain? just like you THINK you are in love? or what? it is just screwed up and so confusing...hmm, am i in love? will i be in love? how will i know when i am in love? :? very confusing
heh got my hair cut, it isn't to shabby, just up to my eye brows and shorter every where else, its kinda like Jim Careys Hair cut on dumb and dumber hehe yea :lol:
Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for one reason or another - possibly, you made one tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't commit. In any case, you are faithless and joyless. You find no happiness, love, or acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most days are a burden and you wonder when the hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching picture. You are the one that few understand. Those that do know you are likely to love you deeply and wish that they could do something to ease your pain. You are constantly living in memories of better times and a better world. You are hard on yourself and self-critical or self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved, you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite your tainted nature, your soul is breathtakingly beautiful.
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"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He emerged from his own ashes, to be forever immortal."
Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl (Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum (Egyptian). The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life, the number 0, and the element of fire. His sign is the eclipsed sun.
As a member of Form 0, you are a determined individual. You tend to keep your sense of optomism, even through tough times and have a positive outlook on most situations. You have a way of looking at going through life as a journey that you can constantly learn from. Phoenixes are the best friends to have because they cheer people up easily.
Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's beauty and just the life that no-one else sees. Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't mean you're not friendly!
well i just woke up and it is 10:00 right now and i have to get my hair cut today, hopefuly the hair people don't fuck it up! yep, still hate my self for last night :? eh and then i come home and listen to death cab for cutie "stediar footing" and it makes me feel worse mostly cuz of the part when he says:
"You gave me a heart attack -- I did not see you there. I thought you had disappeared so early away from here. And this is the chance I never got To make a move, but we just talk about...
The people we have met in the last five years, And will we remember them in ten more? I let you bum a smoke, you quit this winter past. I've tried twice before, but like this, it just will not last."
god this sucks, i have gotta let her know i freak out every time i want to kiss her, maybe i can find out what is freaking me out then.
why do i do this? ok so i went to the movies tonight with christa, i was actually putting my arm around her and stuff during the movie, and she turned her head a couple times, so i had a chance to kiss her, but for some wierd reason i couldn't do it! I FREAKED AGAIN! i can't keep doing this, she is going to think i am a prude and dumped me, which has happened before....hmmm once again i need a bus to jump in front of. :cry:
well today was good, going to movies tonight with christa hopefully i don't freak out again!! Yea her friend andrew keeps flirting with her and it kinda pisses me off, but he is scared of me now, but he really wouldn't have any thing to worry about if he wouldn't hit on christa so much, but today he was like hugging her and i came up and then he is like "oh well gotta go see ya" heh he is that scared of me. hmmm yea well i heard he bought 20 bucks worth of valagrams for christa, which is gonna make me look like a freaking loser since i bought her one rose! hmm...yea. well that is about all that happened today
guess what! the whole story with there being some chemical in pools with it turning red if you take a piss in it, ITS FAKE, pee in the pools all you want no one will every know!
oh god today was good, nothing happend really in the morning cept for in pe, we were jump roping and derek and i quit jumping rope cuz it cept whipping us...I HAVE MARKS TO PROVE, so then mrs. bitch tiefel sent us into "time out" and we sat there for a while, then she came over and told us we had to write an appoligy, SCREW THAT i want her jump ropes to appoligize! but any ways after that it got boring, then after school had Basket ball practice, heh but the best part was on the bus. Ms. Elliot who is the meanist bitchiest woman ever, but any ways all the people on the bus we started clapping real slow then we got faster and faster, she got so pissed she called the school and told them she was bringing a bus load of people back, so she drove us back to the school so we all hid our id's in our shoes so they couldn't take them, but no one showed up any ways, so she just drove us home, and this one kid he got off the bus and walked in front of it and tied his shoe heh it was funny. Then at my stop Justin this other kid hugged elliot and told her thanks for driving him that was funny, and then this james kid put his finger through his pants so it looked like somthing else when he got off. well that was funny, had a good time on the bus today, hope i can go to the movies tommorow with christa that would be cool.
well so far since i have been going to this stupid catechism i haven't learned one thing about god/jesus or any thing, today we cleaned the church and organized it! hmm yea and last time we went to starbucks...hmmm and the damn pasture i shook his hand and he freaking wouldn't let go and he was like squeezing the blood out of my hand, it freaked the living shit out of me. yep, and while we were cleaning the "worship area" the church choir was practicing and the guitarist guy was playing led zeppelin!!!! it was FREAKING AWSOME he sounded hella good as well. yep well thats it
Well i am hella tired today, i had basket ball and worked up a friggin head ache so now my head is pounding, and then later tonight, which isn't to far i have to go to the god damn church for comunion/comunisum...god this sucks...yea this sucks, took an ib profen so should go away soon. :x
My god, i am so tired, my day went pretty good though. I went to tech ed got a test on thursday, then went to science that was really boring, then to pe can't rembmer what we did there..wait oh yea we played basket ball, then after went to lunch had an oatmeal cookie thing and a rasberry lemonaid, then off to LA that was cool cuz we got to watch an episode of the twighlight zone called "Serve The Men" it was cool, it was kinda ironic i spose, hmmm so then after that went to first day of basket ball, pretty sure i will make C team since i suck. Then i just rembered today when i got home tommorow i have comunisim after basket ball practice, i gonna be so tired, and it is going to suck bad. yep so that is about it, now i am home and very very hungry. yes hungry, and i have American History reading and that stuff is so boring. yep well see you all.
