OH THIS IS FREAKIN AWSOME, yesterday derek called and told me that samgoodys was selling pink floyd the wall figures for 15 bucks! so me loving that movie and band, went to sam goody and picked on up! I got the school master, it was my second choice i did want the judge more but they didn't have it , so i got the school master and hope to get the judge and the rest later!
well had basket ball tournaments today, first one we lost against crest hill, and second one we barely lost, sierra got us in the last minute, it was tied game and they got a basket, and the fucking ref pissed me off, he was like " hey pull your pants up," and i pulled em up and he kept going on "hey do i need to pull em up for you? if they aren't up by next dead ball your out of the game" jeezuz christ ref stop looking at my ass and watch the game! Coach said that was my best game of the season even though i didn't make any baskets so im proud of that, been thinking bout christa all day today :) hmm went to american furniture and we bought a table set, china hutch chairs and a desk! how fucking exciting is that!!! and now i am hella tired, yep.
Some people call me the space cowboy, yeah Some call me the gangster of love Some people call me Maurice Cause I speak of the pompitous of love
People talk about me, baby Say I'm doin' you wrong, doin' you wrong Well, don't you worry baby Don't worry Cause I'm right here, right here, right here, right here at home
Cause I'm a picker I'm a grinner I'm a lover And I'm a sinner I play my music in the sun
I'm a joker I'm a smoker I'm a midnight toker I sure don't want to hurt no one
I'm a picker I'm a grinner I'm a lover And I'm a sinner I play my music in the sun
I'm a joker I'm a smoker I'm a midnight toker I get my lovin' on the run Wooo Wooooo
You're the cutest thing That I ever did see I really love your peaches Want to shake your tree Lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey all the time Ooo-eee baby, I'll sure show you a good time
Cause I'm a picker I'm a grinner I'm a lover And I'm a sinner I play my music in the sun
I'm a joker I'm a smoker I'm a midnight toker I get my lovin' on the run
I'm a picker I'm a grinner I'm a lover And I'm a sinner I play my music in the sun
I'm a joker I'm a smoker I'm a midnight toker I sure don't want to hurt no one
Wooo Woooo
People keep talking about me baby They say I'm doin' you wrong Well don't you worry, don't worry, no don't worry mama Cause I'm right here at home
You're the cutest thing I ever did see Really love your peaches want to shake your tree Lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey all the time Come on baby and I'll show you a good time
went to the movies tonight, it was awsome even though we did go earlier! wow..yes it was a good time. :lol: :lol: yea the movie was good too it was really funny we saw 50 first dates! it was fun...:-D
going to the movies tonight, i hope i don't chicken out with the kissing like is usually do, but i think all i have to do is just keep saying "its better to regret what you did than what you didn't do" which in some ways is true!! yep, so no chickening out tonight! NONE :wink:
haha yea, today was good i spose, not much happened, christa wore her cool jacket that she hates but i love it cuz it is so soft and weird! so that was cool. then today the most stuck up bitch cheer leaders came to our school to get people to sign up for cheer leading, so i walked into the lunch room and scream "ALRIGHT CHEERLEADING" just to see how they would react i figured they would go along with it and say "YEA COMMON AND JOIN" and we could all have a good chuckle over it, but they just gave me the bitchiest look ever! then me and derek went to get sign up sheets just to see if we could and they made a sign that said "NO BOYS ALLOWED!" what ass wholes even there 40 year old coutch was a stuck up bitch! but any ways! after that had a basket ball game, that was fucked up, cuz rocky hights has a small team and one couch (I DON"T KNOW HOW TO SPELL COUTCH OH GOD SOME ONE HELP) so we had to get two of our teams to play one game! so i played for like 15 min then i was out of there, got a basket though, my dad told me he would give me a hunderded bucks for every basket i made, i know he was kidding but i think he will reward me in some way, and the perfect circle concert is less than a month away! whooo hooo and my grades are going up i think!! haha i think 8th grade will come close to being better than 6th grade year, but it probably won't cuz 6th grade rocked!!!! oh yea! im also going to the movies tommorow with christa, krissy, and justin it will be awsome :wink: :wink: :wink:
well no point going to church tonight, but once again parents made me. and all i did was stand there and serve some lemonaid and walk around the church. yep my dad got to the church right before the service started! haha suckers, and i think i was sposed to reapeat somthing or somthing i dunno, but im not doing it so yep!
took a nap woke up at three, think i got out of church thank you buddah. watched angry beavers haha i love that show but it is hardly ever on now days cuz its replace with those gay shows like that lil romeo show, i hate that show! IT SUCKS. but ne wayz now i am really freaking bored!!!! and i don't know what i wanna do.
well today was a half day, but unfortunatly my mom and brother stayed home today! so there goes my day of blasting the music and eating every thing in the house and screaming profanities at the tv! so there goes my day! this morning somthing didn't seem right, i dunno what it was though, it was just weird, i felt worried about somthing, then in math for some reason i felt really sad, but i have no clue what that was about. and once again i am fucking sick of hearing about bush against gay marrigages! its pissing me off! IF THEY WANT TO GET MARRIED LET THEM DO IT!!!!!!!! hot damn that pisses me off. but ne wayz, i atleast get to blast my music and eat mac and cheese so i still have some what of a celebration!!!!
well today was good, today during pe, i helped set up these stupid courses and stuff but i found a mega phone in the back room and i was playing with it and almost got in trouble. after that got pretty tired. went to language arts had georges mom for a sub. george is a know it all, for all of you people who don't know goerge, he runs around with his rolly back pack all the time! but ne wayz she had a funny chines accent. so after that went to basket ball, WE WON OUR GAME and i got a shot in! also almost knocked a kids tooth out, he walked into my elbow! what a dumbass if you ask me! but it was a good game over all! now i am home and feeling good but im hungry!
well today was pretty good, im really hungry, basket ball was boring, so we watched wrestling on the other side of the curtian, i swear they use sexual positions to pin people! and i just rememberd i have home word that will never fucking end, i have language arts, that will definetly be a pain in da ass.yep, and right now i am tired, and hungry! yep...hmmm i have a feeling i am failing french after today, cuz we had a writing assesment worth 100 points and i wrote like 2 sentences and we were sposed to have 4 paragraphs! and i got the new offspring cd today cuz morgan burned it for me, pretty good i think! yep....I WANT TO GO TO THE MOVIES ON FRIDAY!!! I NEED TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE!!!!
UNTIL NEXT TIME MAKE PEACE NOT WAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
went to chuck e. cheeses today cuz my mom had a "jafra" party, i guess it is like a party with make up and lotions and other shit, but ne wayz, chuck e cheeses was packed full of people, the hot wings that we got sucked, and the pizza wasn't cut very well, but i guess it was ok. after that went to barns and nobles, got a guitar world with jimmy page in it, i swear the older he gets the more asain he looks! its crazy. then went to home depot, now i am home! wow what an incredibly exciting day!!! :o
man i love talking to christa on the phone, i just talked to her for an hour on the phone about every thing, but like random things, its just like when we talk like that it makes me so happy, i feel like laughing right now, its just so great, I LOVE IT, I LOVE HER! :D :D
well Meriah, Courtney, and some Katelyn all came over to my house, i dunno why, but we went to king supers and got a free cookie and bought some chips and a 2 leater bottle of Dr. pepper. well actually it was dr.k the cheap version but oh well, then we walked around for a while, i guess it was fun. :roll:
ok i think things are alright now, Krissy called me prude, but i guess i am kinda prude...or maybe it is party im trying to wait for the right time to make these moves, i dunno, but if it is cuz of the second reseason then the time is comming real soon.
god Krissy wont ever shut the fuck up, she doesn't let christa talk for her self, and she is always trying to get me to break up with christa, it pisses me off so bad!
god this thing in the news lately is really gettin me annoyed, the whole gay marriage thing? WTF man? they are gay, they want to get married who the hell cares, let them do what they want! Im not gay or any thing but i really think this whole thing is stupid! oh well and i found this funny picture check it out!
today was a pretty damn good day if i do say so my self. i dunno why but it just was, i talked to chirsta alot more than i usually do, that might be one of the reasons but another must be cuz ITS FRIDAY whooo hooo weekend is hear! yep, probably not going to the movies tonight, and at 7 i think there is sposed to be a thing on 9news about Nancy Trimpes death, so i have to record it for my mother. yep and that is about it!!!
well today was good, Krissy kept telling me to break up with christa so i wrote christa a note asking if she wanted to break up cuz i didn't and she said she didn't either! haha crazy krissy, some times it bugs me cuz she just comes over to me and says "you should dump christa, dump her do it, she is going through tough times just dump her" it really does bug me. but ne wayz...hmm what happened today? Nothing really i guess, i have been finding my self waking up at 4 in the morning and tossing and turning for 2 hours it sucks... had a b ball game today, almost won, but at the end they got a point ahead of us so we just tried to get the ball back and fouled them as much as we could, it was a hella close game i could feel the adreniline pumping it was that crazy. I got 1 basket, better than what i normally do i spose. hmm and that is about it, i think i might go to the movies tommorow with chris but i dunno if christa is going cuz i really wanna go with her.
well had to go to stupid catacisim we talked about confessions, then this kids hope and prayer for me was that i stay away from drugs? do i look that much like a stoner, oh well night was good we went to dairy queen to make me feel better bout my losses in basket ball i don't really care but it was an excuse for dairy queen.
well today had feild trip in the springs to see the most boring imax ever, it sucked! yep, i didn't even get to sit next to christa cuz krissy was sitting next to her and then after the imax we all hung out in front of the building and talked and ate, then we got back on the bus for another 45 min and back to school writing a sequal to the crappy imax. yep frank is doing good, lost our basket ball game today horribly, it was like 40 to 16 or somthing i just know it sucked, and i have freaking catakisism or w/e and that sucks i have to lear the "apossiles creed" or somthing its really gay! and thats it...
well i think frank the fish is getting sick or dying cuz he just lays there on the bottom his tank and doesn't move!!! its scarey he doesn't eat either just lays there...hmm maybe he is just sleeping....... :cry:
I FINNALLY GOT MY FISH, its a red beta fish and i named him frank just like the guy in the rabbit suit on donnie darko, it is awsome, the tank has a light in it so it leaves a rippely look on my bed its so awsome!!! well any ways
well went out today, i got up and went to Megan's piano recidal, she is like my little sister and she is four, and doing good on the piano! then after that me mom dad and brother went to Red and Jerry's that was fun (red and jerrys is like dave and busters, which is like an arcade with a fancy restraunt!) after that we went to best buy, and my dad got number 4 of cow boy beebop! i still got to watch the rest but oh well. then after that went to some animal muesum it was really some art muesum which was kinda boring, then we went home and now we are probably going to get my fish!!!! haha yes!!!!!!!!! i can't wait!!!!
dude today was awsome, went to school, gave christa her valantines gift but i felt kinda stupid cuz it wasn't romantic like roses it was a fairly odd parents toy!! but it was cool, but to make it romantic i gave her a sucker that said "Luv Ya" and later that day she got her valagram from me and it was a rose! so that made up for that, and i got a balloon from her that said "I <3 you" it was cool, and she gave me a care bear with handcuffs on it!!! haha... then later after school i rode the bus home with derek cuz today was his party, and let me say the party was pretty cool, lot of people making out though! and some people going a bit farther if you know what i mean :wink: :wink: hehe then me Karrie and every one else had a beltching contest it was awsome, she is pretty good at belching and so is cole, it was crazy!!! and i was a secuirity guard i got to tell every one to be quiet... i feel bad though cuz when i was leaving a spilt a pop on dereks carpet, i hope it comes out!!! :? hmmm what else....thats about it....yep.... played pool! that was fun...yep>
HAHA im so proud of my self, im pretty sure im getting my grades up, i have been doing all my home work, and getting good grades on almost all of it! im so going to the concert!! and i get to keep my guitar!!! BUT WHEN WILL I GET THE FISH????? yes i want that fish, thye are so relaxing!!!
UNTIL NEXT TIME MAKE PEACE NOT WAR :lol: :lol: :lol:
well just finished my home work and jammin out to a bunch of music! I am desperately trying to get my grades up so i can go to the concert and keep my guitar!! so far i have been getting all my work turned in and every thing so my grades should be slowly eeking thier way up!!! :lol:
well today at school was alright, CHRISTA IS BACK!!!! haha, yea, and krissy wanted me to dump christa, and i didn't want to then at the end of the day she is like "dont dump christa" i wasn't going to any ways. hmm nothing really exciting happened besides that, my french teacher told me and derek she wasn't helping us any more, LIKE SHE HELPED US BEFORE, she sat there on her ass and did nothing. hmm what else....yea.
I CAN"T WAIT TILL TOMMOROW christa is comming to school!!! hehe. and im getting a fish soon, and next month concert, oooo so far so good, now i just have to get my grades up!!!
eh today was fun i spose, went to tech ed today, took a test, then to science, and morgan broke up with chad in a note. hmm then after that went to PE, i hate it so much even though we got to listened to jimi hendrix today. then after that! went to lunch and had crackers and vegitables!!! yep. hmm what else? after that went to language, and listened to some funny stuff and watched school house rock! haha it was fun. christa is gonna be at school tommorow!!!! yay
YES i am so going to the perfect circle concert!!! with my holms Kris, Dan, Morgan, and Erin!!! its gonna kick ass!!! and christa is comming back tommorow!!! things are going better!!! :lol:
ok this sucks, my parents are going to be really pissed/disapointed, that i am eneligable again! i have a freaking incomplete in language so i didn't get to play today, and won't get to play on weds. that is three fucking games i am going to miss, i hate this new grading scale so freaking much! you can't get any extra credit or any thing, i doubt i can go to dereks party this week now, and i hope i can still go to concert. :cry: and i miss christa a lot, i haven't seen her for a while, this sucks, my parents are going to kill me, i get one grade up and a bunch drop, this is horible...
ok this is good i am pretty sure things are getting close to normal again!!! yep turns out christa isn't moving to arizona!!! so i think...? but any ways, haven't got my fish yet, but i am definetly going to the perfect circle concert with kris, morgan, erin and dan!!! it is gonna rock!! i have decide a name for the fish i am getting, it shall be frank if a boy, and dr.fisher if a girl!!! haha both donnie darko characters, ok so im obsessed with that movie? SO SHOOT ME JEEZUZ CHRIST if you seen the movie you know what i am talking aobut cuz that movie kicks ass!!! yep...hmm what else....i guess that is it
hmmm sitting here watching the laybrith, good movie from the 80's with david bowie in it! heh it is funny, never relized that the acting was kinda bad, but none the less great movie, right now they are by the eternal bog of stentch!!! yep, and i am probably gonna get a fish some time cuz i cleaned my room! haha i either want a beta fish or a gold fish! and i would name it Donnie, or Frank, or if it was a girl Dr.Fisher, becuase those are all names from the greatest movie in the world Donnie Darko!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha yes, Donnie is the main character, frank is the guy in the rabit suit, and dr.fisher is donnies shrink!!!! yes indeed i do love that movie. hmmm yea, its kinda a sad movie and every time i watch it the end makes me wanna cry :( kinda fruity but hey, its that good of a movie!!!
god i can't stop thinking about christa moving, i know it is in three weeks, and i WANT to spend more time with her but what if i get so attached that i can't let go when the time comes? this really sucks! and every time i think about how it would be if she was gone i feel like crying, no more going up to her in the moring and talking to her and no more hugging her and no more kissing her, or any thing.
THIS SUCKS i just found out christa is moving in 3 weeks to arizona!!! things were starting to go good, we were happy and every thing but now she has to move!!! three weeks with her isn't long enough! THIS IS HORRIBLE, god every thing is going bad now, it was all good, now it sucks! i can't believe this! i feel really sad right now. I wish i had more time with her....i hope things start getting better soon.
until next time MAKE PEACE NOT WAR....i guess :cry:
well today, my mom just got home and she walked in came straight to me and hugged me and started crying, it turns out that her friends daughter Nancey died in a car accident today, it is so sad, my mom kept telling me that she loved me and that is the reason why she argues with me about driving soon, and my mom used to do day care and nancy was one of the kids she would watch she was like 10 and i was 6, its weird, knowing that some one i used to see every day is dead. she was 18 years old and died in a car crash, it really makes you look at life a lot different.
well today was a pretty good day except christa wasn't at school :? its sad i wanted to talk to her today and what not, but it was fun cuz i had like three peices of alka seltzer today! it was awsome, first time i was a bit shy with it so it wasn't as cool, but the second time after we got done bubbling in our courses for next year i showed derek and i threw another one in my mouth and i was like foaming every where it was awsome, then the last time was after science me and chris took one together and where walking down there stairs pretending to tare each other a part! but then ms.blevins came up behind us so i ran to pe! haha she didn't catch me! and my grade is a d in that class now i am ELIGABLE!!! and now i have a d in language, so im screwed when parents get the progress report! in pe we use the step master things now, just a peice of plastic with 2 plastic risers under it, god i swear ms.tiefle is preping us for sex, some of these exersise, we spred our legs and go up and down! its crazy. hmm that was about it today....where is christa??? :roll:
well went to the dance today and actually danced with christa unlike last time, it was very nice, it made me very happy, the only thing that kinda makes me angry though is that andrew kid, he is scared of me though which i spose is a good thing cuz then he kinda stays away from christa, but when im not there he is all over her and it angers me , and krissy told me that he likes her and likes to flirt with her (but she says that isn't wat she said, but truely it was) and then after that i said well i know he flirts with her and i don't like it and i don't have to cuz i am going out with her, and she sed well then you are going to have to step up to the plate and flirt more! every one was so angry tonight, but i was happy :lol: well that is about it!!!
ok this is what is going down for the perfect circle concert, i need all money for it by this friday so i can order tickets and we can all be happy and listen to music and have a good time!!! so try to get the money to me and if you can't tell me about it!!!!!!! ok then cya.
well today was pretty good till i went to get my hair fixed! i thought my hair kinda looked like a mullet so i said "hey why not get it fixed by having so bitch cut it" so we go back to COST CUTTERS. and i told the lady to cut the back so it didn't look like a mullet, so guess what? SHE SHAVED AROUND MY FUCKING HEAD!!! now my hair is like last year and it is all puffy in the back! GOD I AM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!! i look like a fucking moron now! jesus christ! then my mom tried telling me to not be so angry and i said " YOU KNOW WHAT MOM I DON"T CARE THIS IS YOUR FAULT ANY WAYS SINCE YOU ARE THE ONE THAT MADE ME GET IT CUT IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!!!!!!!!" that shut her up. so now im up in the game room and i am defintly not going to church now, cuz i am so pissed!!!!!!!!!! and i sent a complaint letter to cost cutters telling them they suck, so NO ONE GO TO COST CUTTERS OR THEY WILL FUCK YOUR HAIR UP!!!!!!!!!!
I FINALLY DID IT, and i didn't freaked out, i kissed christa, it was awsome!!! haha i am so proud of my self!! although i don't think i gave my best performance when i kissed her, i think i did it a bit to aggressivly but oh well, there will probably be more to come to make up for my last one :wink:
well i went to the school orientation thing tonight, that was cool, saw a lot of people there, and then i got to thinking, i have 4 years left of school, and i know school sucks and all, but in some ways i think these might be the best years of our lifes, cuz after school we are on our own! we have no one paying for our way, we have no one to go to when we want somthing, we are just on our own! yea, but i want to take photography next year, i really want to think about being a photographer when i get older, it just seems so relaxing taking pictures of the world and what not, i think it would be cool to be a photographer for the rolling stones magazine and what not. yea, parents say i have to really try and plan out my life in some ways, and i really don't want to! i don't want to grow up, yep.....this is going to suck :cry:
hmm i spose today was ok. Went to tech ed, found out i hate weather because it is such a confusing thing, then later went to science made chocolate stuff and i drank a little cup full of chocolate, that made me sick in pe, specially when i found out i was elegible, i have an F in science...hmmm the worse my mom could do , is "1) not let me go to the perfect circle concert or 2) she won't let me go to the dance" and both of those would suck to miss! hmmm today at lunch when i was trying to talk to christa , Morgan, Stacey, Olivia, and that bitch kelcy Taylor came over, and tried to make me talk to her, but they didn't get that i was talking to her until they all came over and made stuff to uncomfurtable, i hate when people try giving me advice, it angers me. *sigh* what to do now...hmm yep and that is what happened today.
haha i am one of the people who doesn't like watching foot ball that much, im the one that watches the commercials. so far the comercials i have seen are lame, hopefuly they will heat up as the day goes on!!!! 8)
