watching kingdom hospitale right now, love this show, its weird, but i want the book. yep
soooo today was alright, i guess it was school, didn't really do any thing, cept for tech ed some kids 2 liter bottle of coke was stolen so we had to stay like 5 min after class until some one confessed and turned it in, no one did, so she just let us go, so i was late to science but it was cool, i didn't get tardy. hmmmmmmmm i wore my twinkie the kid shirt today and brought my twinkie the kid twinkie holder to school, it was fun! i was trying to see if i could get a free twinkie, unfortunatly they didn't have any more twinkies! in language arts in the begging of class we talked about sex and stuff! it was cool, we were talking about it cuz of the spring writing assesement and the promt was "what do you think the biggest pressure that teens face today" and the topic of peer pressure came up and then the topic of sex popped up some how. and mrs.arhens told us her crazy stories about her freinds having abortions and stuff. oh yea and i found the most coolest bands EVER!!!!! they are called the shins, they are an indie rock band. they rock, i never thought that a band could make me feel that good, its like when i listen to their music i get all excited...wow...they are a great band..... and that is about it.
today was ok, we watched a really really really powerful movie today about hate. it was incredible hearing about hate crimes and what not, we heard about a black man being beaten then dragged behind a pick up truck, and if i do believe right he was decapitated while being dragged, people are so freakin stupid now days, they can' t fucking except people just cuz of their color? if you ask me thats pretty damn stupid. its like how can you hate some one so much cuz of somthing small like, they are gay, or lesbien , or black, or some other color or religion?
but ne wayz, im hungry, i worked pretty hard in french today, yep hmmm well school is boring no good stories to tell right now. i don't think i have home work thats cool.... gaawwwwwwwwwwd i have no life...well im gonna go!
ah those jerks on UPN 20 friggin screwed up my schedule! see usually i come home, turn one UPN 20 watch the end of Jerry Springer with the comments from the audience and the final thoughts and THEN rippelys believe it or not! but guess what! rippelys wasn't ontoday! so what was i sposed to do!? yep i had to watch peoples court instead...its sick, just plain sick, hmm im tired too....i think i will nap...yes nap.
went to the museum today, saw 2 imax films, the first one was louis and clark and the 2nd was about the coral reefs! haha yea then saw the exibiht on matchu pitchu, that was alright, kinda boring, then went to the mummy part, that was cool I saw a mummy! it was absolutly crazy. and that is it!
i love the feeling of air rushing through my hair!
haha my brother got a new electric scooter last night, so we let it charge and brought it out today, i tell you what i took one ride on it i will tell you its got some kick to it, it can go 15 miles and hour and it can accellerate up to that pretty quickly! hhaha it sounds cool too! hmm so what else? i started painting the batmobile last night, plan on painting the rest of the peices over the next few weeks if not sooner, but im lazy so it could take a while, then after painting i will put it together!! today might go to the matchu pitchu ehxibit at the muesum i want to go to quiznos so bad though, a toasted sub would be nice about now! hummmmmmmmm what else? nothing really just sitting here typing and listening to nirvana!! nirvana kicks serious arse. if i had a time machine i would go back to one of their concerets it would be awsome. yes incredible....
well woke up at like 10 30, felt like i was going some where, or somthing, but i did go to my brothers soccer game, and im pretty sure im going to hobby lobby to pick up paints for my BATMOBILE model!! hehe 1960 batman comic batmobile, its pretty cool and wil be cooler when i put it together. yep that will be awsome....yea thats about it!
today was pretty good, i feel completely oppisite from the other 2 days, i feel like i actually have freinds! haha yep, didn't do any thing incool for math, derek got to red refferals though! the first one was for chewing gum in class, and the second for saying "bullshit" to mrs. pensinstatler cuz she said he was being disrespectful! haha very funnny. so after that went to science, very boring since we just played a few games, and watched a dinasour movie and took notes. After that i went to lunch, people actually talked to me! haha that was cool. then i went to french, it was boring as well, im actually doing work in there now, cuz parents say i have to. after that went to history, that as well was boring! well actually it was a normal day wasn't really boring! but after school some kid was playing meriahs boobs as bongos (mostly cuz they ARE HUGE, im talking gigantic people) so she came up to and was playing my chest as bongos and i said "do on to others as you want to to do to you" and i played her boobs! haha thanks brian, he tought me that one. today was pretty good though! i dunno what im doing tonight, only a few people are going to the movies tonight, some are going to courtneys party WHICH I WAS NOT INVITED TO!!!! so i dunno might just stay home!
i feel so depressed right now, and i don't even know why, its horrible i just want to throw my self in front of a bus full crazy people on their way to a mental institution, how ironic would it be if some one got hit by a hurse and died? heh yea..................... well im gonna go feel sorry for my self
WELLL ebloggy was screwed up yesterday so i couldn't write, but this is what happened yesterday!
woke up, went to school, christa was back tried avoiding her cuz i didn't want to kick my self for what i did, took csaps read my book. and thats about it
TODAY:
today was weird, came to school and felt invisible all day, no one would talk to me, and when they did i felt like they d me or somthing it was weird, i mostly felt like that at lunch after being kicked from my table, then i moved to some other table with some other "freinds" and it was like they didn't see me either. so then some one came back for their seat so i had to move like 4 times. it sucked. in french i am doing better, i did better on this quiz today than any other! after french i felt a little better, then i went to history and worked on a packet most of the time. and that was about it. but when i went out side to the buses after school it was like it was at lunch, no one would really talk to me! it was weird...i didn't like it. and then just a little while ago i talked to krissy and heard christa and rj broke up already, i thought it would last a little longer but i guess not, and krissy also asked me why i never talk to christa any more or even loook at her, and i told it was becuase when i broke up with her i did it for her to be happy, and that i still liked her after we broke up and i guess i still kinda do so i try not to look at her and feel regret! and that is it! doooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooo do
ok watching that new cat in the hat movie with mike myers, now i woke up at the beggining of this movie and it is pretty damn annoying...all he is doing is jumping around saying "OH YEA OH YEA" NO no no no, its just plain annoying. its just diffrent snl characters that no one liked put together just to try and make em a bit funny...but really they aren't...why mike? why?
wow today went really slow, i thought math would never get out! my god! yep, today was boring, my french teacher talked to me said that "i was probably not trying the best i could" and hell yes that is true, i had to sign a parent contact so she will be calling home today i think. haha then she was like "yea, is christa gonna be a distraction for you, cuz i always see you back there talking to her, or is that over now?" haha and i said it was over and it won't be a distraction haha then she was like "i didn't want to hit you in the heart or any thing" it was funny. yea and the air at school wasn't working today it was so friggin hot......hmmmmmm and that is about it, drew marching hammers on my arm today! there is a picture below.
well spring break has about 2 more hours for me, then back to school and c saps!!! oh boy! i just can't wait! and to make it worse i have nothing to do now, im bored! and tired! nice way to end spring break i suppose
haha perfect circle concert kicked asss!!! except for mars volta, now on recording they sound ok, but when they are live they suck ass, insturments sucked vocals sucked. BUT PERFECT CIRCLE ROCKED i loved it it was awsome, haha this group of old guys in front of us were tolkin it up, haha they offered kris some but he didn't take any, im sure the fumes effected us all! haha. haha Mandryd (Perfect circle singer) is pretty damn funny. yup he showed us that we all have nipples. well had a good time!!! there was so much smoke in there, when we were leaving the smoke was like pouring out into the halls! it was crazy! haha i still feel stupid though, when we bought t shirts, i saw one that i thought looked cool, so i bought it! and guess what!? wasn't even perfect circle, its a mars volta shirt! oh well it looks cool so im wearing it! hahahaha! yep......and that is it! i guess! :lol:
PERFECT CIRCLE CONCERT TODAY WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOO
im so hyped, thats probably why i couldn't sleep and up at 7 30!!
yep yep, but now im tired haha figures. but it should be fun. and if its not i will be very disapointed. and my parents need to give me more money! god damn it, i clean the house and watch my brother you bet your ass i deserve payment! oh haha i am so silly, and i think im losing my mind :lol: how great does that sound. Im finding my self talking to my self, then getting up in the middle of the night looking in a mirror an laughing! yep....what if i grow up to be a psycho killer...like that movie! ooooh boy do i have a lot to look forward to when i grow up!
got a lot of work done around the house NO THANKS TO MY BROTHER JEREMY, who didn't do crap, but said he did, so he left to go to his freinds house and i cleaned the whole house! its nice. got my report card as well.. heh heh, well not to bad i got b's in every thing except french, which i got an F. haha and next to it, it says "lack of effort" well how can i put any friggen effort into it when i barely know first year french! let alone 2nd year! haha oh well.
ok somthing really weird happened last night, i woke up at 4 in the morning to find a light bulb next to my pillow. Now i was thinking what the hell? where is this light bulb from, and then i noticed one of the lights missing in my fan. Now, i think that i might have unscrewed the light bulb in my sleep due to the fact i was having a dream about changing a light bulb....but the wierd thing is, after i woke up an hour later there was a sock next to my pillow, and i have never seen this sock before, thats what is creepy..... yea.... weird.....
BUT IN BETTER NEWS
PERFECT CIRCLE CONCERT TOMMOROW NIGHT, and every one is comming over at 4 30 tommorrow!!! alright! its gonna rock. but today i have to clean the house! ooo that will be fun!
My mom is driving me crazy, she is always asking why me and christa broke up, i don't even know why she cares, she didn't even know christa, but i told her its none of her buisness but she continues to ask. yep
and its true we named our children after towns that we've never been too
PERFECT CIRCLE CONCERT IN 2 MORE DAYS!!! WHOOO HOOO every one is comming over for some pizza and then at 7 30 or w/e we are on our ways to MAGNESS ARENA to see a perfect circle preform live! its gonna be awsome!!!!
thats me in the cornor, thats me in the spot light, losing my religion
ok the pictures didn't scan to well so bare with me folks
This one is the one i took my time on, haha its side ways cuz im to lazy to flip in adobe! hehe.
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ok and this is the one that took me like a minute to draw, it as well is side ways! use your imganation folks turn you head side ways if you want to get the real effect.
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have one, have two have 20 more, the good times are killing me
hmmm today is kinda boring! i have to take my bro to soccer practice some time around four! i don't see why he can't take him self, i mean the friggen soccer feilds are like 2 blocks away if even, AND THERE IS A TRAIL TO IT! how much safer could it get....i think my brothers freind is gay, or just to young, every time we watch tv and a girl is in a bikini or somthing he goes eww gross.... now how in the hell is a fine young lady in a bikini gross? and then when some one kisses he says "i think french kissing is the sickest thing ever" hmmm will he ever have a girl freind? i dunno, but if he does he will see its not so bad :P , hell i know i like it. hahaha but any ways, doing a lot better than i was last night, i don't even know why i got all weird last night. hmmm tried drawing a self portrait of my self just a little while ago....it didn't turn out that well, i think i might post it some time but i dunno, haha i also drew somthing like me in like 3 seconds and i think the quick one looks better!....wow a show about a friggin lobster... this should be exciting! so what else is new for me!? i have no clue.... alright........ i gots nothing to do so i guess i will post them pictures soon
ok i think i freaked out last night becuase it was late and i was talking to brian and he got me thinking about somthing, ok so im good now! no worries!
i change my mind so much i can't even trust it, my mind changes me so much i can't even trust myself
oh sweet jeezuz, i thouhgt i was better, i thought i had every thing settled and set, but now im confused and lost and sweet jeezuz i don't know what to do any more, my god, im freaking hot, sweating, and breathing fast, and im just sitting here for god sakes........
ok splinter cell this really cool game that i enjoy playing is pissing me off, I CAN"T FIND THIS GUYS COMPUTER THAT I NEED TO TAP, god i just found my sk-20 or w/e the fuck its called and when i did i forgot i had it so it made the metal detector go off, so i had to restart, so now for some reason alarms are going off for no apperant reason!! bastards thats all i have to say is bastards!
ok some one tell me what eye brows are for, cuz i just got out of the shower and was looking in the mirror noticing how odd eye brows are. i mean they are 2 patches of hair above your eyes that don't seem to do any thing, now if they were like eye lashes which protect your eyes then i probably wouldn't be asking this question.....hmm what would the world be like with out eye brows?
ok, i shouldn't even care about this whole thing! why do i? i dunno, and you people who don't know me have no friggen clue what i am talking about, no worries though, i don't all ways talk like a crazed pycho path.....hmmm i think i just almost puked....no never mind i am fine! oook I DON"T CARE ANY MORE im fine! yea.....
well this is a good song, and even though this didn't happen to me, i kinda feel the same way :?
Spare Me the Details Lyrics
my friend, my dumb donut went out to a party just the other night but 3 hours later and 7 shots of jager, she was in the bedroom with another guy
and i don't really want to know so don't tell me anymore and i really don't want to hear about her feet all up the air
and well, i'm not the one who acted like a hoe why must i be the one who has to know? i'm not the one who messed up big time so spare me the details, if you don't mind
now i can understand friends who want to tell me think they're gonna help me open up my eyes but the play-by-play makes me want to lose it everytime you do it, man, it turns the knife
and i don't really want to know so don't tell me anymore and i really don't want to hear about her feet all up the air
and well, i'm not the one who acted like a hoe why must i be the one who has to know? i'm not the one who messed up big time so spare me the details, if you don't mind
now i don't need to hear about the sounds they were making and i don't need to hear about how long he was taking or how the walls, they were shaking
now i'm lying in bed, wallowing in sorrow missing the tomorrow that we could have had running through my head, over and over things i never told her now just make me sad and it drives me insane, sitting with a vision stuck with that image burned into my brain and i feel so dumb that i could ever trust her but someone else ed her, then he walked away
and i don't really want to know so don't tell me anymore and i really don't want to hear about her feet all up the air
and so, i'm not the one who acted like a hoe why must i be the one who has to know? i'm not the one who messed up big time so spare me the details, if you don't mind
(Cause I don't wanna know) (don't wanna know)Spare me the details if you dont mind (don't wanna know) (don't wanna know)Spare me the details if you dont mind
well yester was ok i spose, besides the fact i was worried about christa all day because krissy told me that she was sick all night. so to kinda get my mind off of it i went for a ride on my bike. I went to the creek for a while, and went to drive by king soopers to see if there was any one i knew there, there wasn't. so i rode around for a while longer then came home. hmmm what else happened yesterday? me and the family went to walmart and my bro got his picture taken with a Tiger for 20$ and if you ask me thats pretty redicouls for a picture. and i have crud in my eye and it is pissing me off. but any ways i guess i have nothing else to write about.....
ok well i broke up with christa, not the easiest thing to do, but i think it will be for the better, and hopefuly it will be for the better. yep sooooooooooooooooooooooo....
I dunno what i been told but round here you never slow down, and you never grow old
well i went to see "The Seceret Window" with the family today, pretty good movie i would say. but now i am home, and i am bored, my brother is at soccer practice is my mom and dad, and i am at home doing nothing! and that is why i am bored, no one is online, i am all alone! sooooooooooooo i am just gonna go find somthing to do.
You are WILD AND CRAZY KIDS. You couldn't get through life without a little fun... or a neon colored t-shirt. You are a team player and really into Omar Gooding. GO YOU!
You are a gravestone shadow. You denote the dignity and wisdom of history and memory. You are foreboding and dignified. You value tradition and memory because your soul is the essence of those who lived and bled in the ancient life you represent. You are slowly fading from existence. Keep your place in this story of time by consuming the future that you find so threatening, for someday it will become what you are: the past.(please rate my quiz cuz it took me for freaking ever to create)
Grunge! You're all about the music and would even turn your back on fame just to stay true to your roots... You reached your high in the early '90s, but you're still making some good stuff! Keep rocking!
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You would do well in any of the helping professions, as an artist, singer, diplomat, orater, or clergy member.
Fun. You Truly Desire Fun. Your always willing and ready to play a game, whatever it may be. But be careful, you cn tend to get a little too competitive.
I just saw an awsome movie "Resavouir Dogs" wow it was awsome! its about a diamond robbery and one of the guys on the job is a cop BUT YOU DON"T KNOW WHO MAN its crazy, you just have to see it, steve bucimie is in it and that guy is awsome he is so funny. hmmm yea! i had to argue with my mom to watch it but i won and i saw it....and i am glad i did. :D
ALRIGHT, took my brother to the hostpitale to see if he had asthma or not, and he does, and while sitting in the waiting room i saw this little kid that seemed to be in love with pokemon, and was kinda hyper active, what made me laugh at this kid was when he grabed his moms leg, giggled, pointed to her crotch and said "vagina" haha that was halarious! after that went to carls jr. then came home, then i told my brother i had an awsome idea, so we went to the garage got my bike and the wagon out and tied the wagon to my bike, so i took him around in the wagon for a while cuz i was bored so we were going to go up to his freinds house but one of the strings broke so we rode home on one string and when we were almost home the little jack ass turned sharp LIKE I TOLD HIM NOT TOO and fell into a bush and broke the other string, so while im tying the string back to the wagon, he threw a rotten crab apple at my head! that little ass. i tell ya. after that came in side and went up stairs to play guitar and learned 2 new modest mouse songs, they are both pretty easy the first one is "talking shit about a pretty sun set" then the other one is "3rd planet" yep pretty easy. but fun! and now i am here! typing.
guess what the perfect circle concert is going to kick ass! morgan said she looked and said that she found that all the tickets are completely sold out, and the other day i saw a comercial saying that the concert is going to be televised on FUSE. how cool is that! this concert is going to be huge!!!
and now for the sad part :cry: christa is gone in arizona for the rest of spring break!!!! im gonna miss her !!! it will be so long!
ALRIGHT SPRING BREAK IS HERE MOFO'S LETS ALL PARTY! SOME ONE BETTER THROW A DAMN PARTY OVER BREAK OR I WILL BE PISSED, I NEED A PARTY. YES PAAAAAAAAAAAARTY. ok then what else happened today? hmmmmm matt brought his guitar, that was cool i spose. yea...wow what a boring day.....im tired, im bored, SOME ONE THROW A PARTY! :lol: ok then....yea im going
well today was ok, derek brought the lighter stuff, the fluid and flint but my damn lighter still isn't working, i think i need a new wick or i need to put some fluid on the wick! yep christa might go to las vegas tommorow which means that she probably cant go to the movies! and that would suck. yep. what else happened today? oh found out that mr. pomme and ms. blevins are ingaged! haha we all knew it but they finally came out and told us :P it was funny. hmmm....man nothing really great happened today...what a boring ass day...HEY tommorow is the last day till spring break!!! all right!
today was pretty plain i spose, brought my zippo today for nothing, derek was sposed to bring his lighter fluid and flint so i can get this lighter working, yea that would be cool, haha how come if you have a lighter people think you smoke? haha thats crazy. hmm kyra called me a home wrecker today cuz i was trying to take christa away from her. and i ran the mile today in 9 min and 26 seconds, haha derek walked the whole thing and got 30 minutes it was hallarious we mad a tunnle for him to walk through it was damn funny. yea after pe i went to lunch that was ok i spose. OH YEA i forgot csaps, they still suck!!yep, hmmm what else happened? absolutly nothing!
ok last night i talked to christa, and it looks like things are good. i guess i will find out for sure tommorow, yea and today i didn't have to go to church but i had to start the bible studdying, whoaly shit is there a lot to memorize in what they call "the appocles creed" i find it to be a waste of time, cuz i really don't have time to sit around and memorize a book, its really stupid. yea after my mom left today me dad and brother all went out, first we went to guitar center to pick up some strings, after that went to tokyo joes and ate, then went to barnes and nobles look at stuff, i want to get the new stephen king book, the one that started Kingdom hospitale on tv, it looks cool. but its 23 bucks and i don't have that much dough! yep after that went to best buy, my dad bought some clint eastwood spegehtti westerns, yea clint, what a silly name that is. yep and then we came home, fixed the string on my guitar and now i am here!!! yep, and it seems like all my homies are quitting the reaffer which is really cool, so now i can go to their house and not be worried about comming home smelling like weed. im especcially proud of chad, he is like a huge pot head and he said he is probably gonna quit, so that is awsome. and that is about it! yea.
ok i think my dad censord my computer cuz i can't come to my blog on my computer and instant messangers are all censored! some one says "Fuck" or "shit" then it disconnects me and if you say "sex" or pussy then it blanks it out even if you say PUSSYCAT!! yea its really stupid i hate it. yes.....stupid dad
i have no life, therefor i write in this blog, im watching school of rock and thinking alot, krissy doesn't freaking help with any thing, just tells me she is sick of listening to me complain, well you know what? that pisses me off cuz i fucking listen to her complain all the damn time.........ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...... i need to maybe... sleep? i need to go to the creek, im gonna go to the creek tommorow.
well i guess my blog doesn't work on the upstairs computer but it works here so thats good. im really confused about things that i wanna do right now, its driving me insane. yea..........insane in the membrane, INSANE I AINT GOT NO BRAIN...haha yea funny song i guess.
this is like the fourth time in 1 hour i have written in my blog, but things are going to go down hill i think i dunno, it depends on how this "experiment' works out.........oh jeez.....my stomache feels funny, im gonna stop writting in here now.
went over to morgans house with stacey dan erin and chris. it was pretty cool, i felt lonely with out Christa there, it was still fun though, untill they started having their own fun so me stacy and this jessica girl all sat there and talked, yep, so many damn hickys tonight between dan, morgan and chris! all three of them had one, cept chris, he has 2! haha oh god... i smell like ice cream...yea....hmmmmmm some one just pointed out that christa never like looks for me in the morning or any thing...hmmm should i be worried? i dunno! hmmm yea......... lol it was so funny, stacy and morgan thought they got this movie arachnofobia but they really got some like cheesey porn flick! haha it was funny. me and chris played ping pong, and yea...that was like it....simple but fun!
ok today was cool i guess was pretty short so it seemed like. I think christa might be mad at me or somthing i dunno cuz jake told me that she seemed kinda mad, and after that i notice she does seem a tad bit different? hmm i guess i will have to talk to her. but ne wayz today went to tech ed, took a test, then went to science, took a test, then went to pe played bad mitton and i got introuble for hanging on the basket ball hoop while we were doing circuit training. yep so me and derek kick ass at bad mitton OH YES. yea. after that went to lunch, it was kinda boring but oh well, i got caseys vegitables, let me tell you about the schools veggis! THEY ARE DELICOUS their carrotts and celary kick ass, they taste so fresh and watery but yet sweet at the same time! ok then after lunch went to LANGUAGE arts and took 2 tests, then for the last part of the school we saw a school play, it sucked but my sevie friend Dillon was in it, but i tell you that is the shortest play i have ever seen, or saw? what ever, but after that went home on the bus, there is a lot of screaming on our bus, mostly cuz we have like the 4 most annoying girls on our bus, holy shit they never shut up! haha i guess i can be annoying too, i was singing gin and juice on the bus THE PHISH version cuz rap sucks, and uh blue grass rocks! hell yes. yep well listening to modest mouse AGAIN! great band.
went to this ponderosa play! it was cool, one of my favorite plays "Into The woods" but its long as hell. It is a pretty funny play, but also good meaning unfortuntly i don't know what it is. haha yea but i guess it was ok, hope i didn't have any home work due to the fact that i just got home and it is ten thirty and the only reason im on this computer is to burn my cd then go to bed! hahaha oh yes........dunno why i laugh. well im gonna go finish stuff up then off to bed we go!
MAKE PEACE not war
Fads they come and fads they go, god i love that rock and roll
this cd kicks ass, its the new modest mouse cd, god i love it, its not like their usual stuff, it actually has like a weird sound, some times kinda like disco or somthing, and there isn't as much screaming but it is pretty damn cool, its great stuff. hmm but LIKE I WAS SAYING, umm i dunno what i was saying, today was fine i spose, math was boring we just, whoa, i can't remember what we did, oh well next i went to dear and listened to the cd im listening to now (modest mouse dumbass pay attention) yea so simka and jenna read dr. suess books for people sitting around them i was one of them, then after that i went to lunch, it was lunch i guess, i got crackers again! and derek said if it weren't for him i wouldn't get those free crackers cuz the lunch lady knows him so he thinks he is special so tommorow i am going to prove i can get my own damn free crackers! yep after lunch went to french and cracking up the whole time cuz derek was in our group, god it was funny. after french went to history and had a lock down drill! whoa that was awsome, guess what we did! we turned off the lights locked the door blocked the windows out and sat in a cornor for like 3 min and that was it, exciting? I KNOW. probably going to morgans tommorow have to talk to my mom though. after school david saw me and christa kiss and apperantly that was funny to him for some reason i guess? hmmm im tired again.....i need to go to bed earlier or somthing i guess.
hmm im tired, things seem to be good between me and christa. I don't want to go to church tonight so i think im gonna run away at maybe 5 30 and come back at 7 or somthing, maybe hang out at king supers have a free cookie ask some questions to the employs read some magazines. I only with the Lazy Boy furniture store was open cuz then i would sit in a message chair until 7 but ohe well, who knows what im going to do. I dunno what im doing friday, either go to morgans, or go to the movies and i have no clue which one im gonna do! yep...and im tired i would sleep but then it would give me less time to run away for a while.
well i now know officially that what i heard in french was true, and it doesn't help knowing...i kinda feel like sleeping, god i feel like shit........ yea......... i need to get out of this house. things arent right, just want to run away for a while, i just need to go some where, i dunno. :( :(
ok things were pretty good today up till french, and after that till now i feel like puking my guts out im so upset. Im just so confused right now, i have no clue what to do, i have an ass load of home work i have to studdy the fucking bible, i swear im gonna lose it....god man, if tommorow goes as shitty as today did i fucking running to the creek for a while, i can't stand any thing right now, freaking mr.cygan held us back today and made us write what we learned to day cuz we were being disrespectful, god i didn't get to talk to christa, i don't even know if she wants to talk to me, im just so...i dunno deppressed, upset, sick since this morning, GAHHHHHHHHhhh i just don't know what to do....wheres that damn bus to jump in front of when you actually need it. :cry:
average joe was a big dissapointment! she picked the hunk the suprise that her ex was FABIO and the guy got pissed and left, now if she picked brian then none of this would have happened! and they would have been happy and stuff!!! haha fabio
man i love christa, i love kissing christa, i love being around christa. hmmm yes........... but ne wayz, what else happened today? i dunno.........OH WELL
