well i think im over it, but im a tad bit tired so tommorow i could be in hell so who knows lets just enjoy the moment, yup well mood ring is blue, meaning im calm and relaxed! and i say its true!! haha well what else? notta, nothing, nope....
today i have sunk to a new low, i feel like shit, i felt it all day today, till i left, then i came home and felt like shit again! haha whoa hoa hoa, i need to get over it...gad..i hate my self i wish i could die.......right now, wow that would be great.....GOD AND I HATE MY FRIGGIN PROFILE FOR AIM, i try to change it but it goes right back to "i love simka" and that really isn't working for me...speaking of simka, i gotta quit freaking going to her blog, every time i do it just turns the fucking knife that is lodged in my friggin heart....maybe it would be best if i just forget about her completely, like she doesn't exsist....great idea...hard to do...but...great idea
ok well those people that were here are gone....strange people but ok, next, what else, haha last night they went to 7 falls with my mom and dad and brother! haha they got me a mood ring and a phone that looks like an emergancy phone, its cool. yep....nothing else really....stomache hurts right now! OOOO joy joy! WELL I AM GONNA GO TAKE A SHOWER, im sure you all cared, and you should....i dunno why...nvm you don't have to care....yup
ok the "Thing" i have been talking about is simka, JUST IN CASE NO ONE PICKED UP ON THAT ONE, yup well my moms freind's kids have some wierd disease where they don't have alot of blood platlets, but they seem fairly normal, just a tad bit wierd, haha ok really wierd but oh well, they leave tommorow, i don't really like strangers in the house it bugs me...hrm what else...i got a cool poster, its like how to rap a bandage in certian situations and its in Indian! its wierd fo rizzle....YUP WELL IM GONNA GO WHINE SOME MORE CYA
HRM well looks like that thing that i wanted really bad, then didn't want that bad, then wanted even more again, well doesn't look like i'll be getting that back, i have heard, THAT SUCKS, i guess i will just have to look for a different thing that is similar to the thing that i once and had and still do want pretty bad...wow that could be confusing you might want to read that a couple times over, well any ways, my moms friends family is here, yup, talk more bout that later, erin is being a BIATCH who ruins music along with mandy...hrm brian is gonna give up on tami, so me and him are all alone and looking i spose, and what else, was gonna go to the piners on wendsday, DOESN"T LOOK LIKE THATS GONNA HAPPEN ANY MORE....what else? i dunno...no clue...lost.......LOST.....yes.....yesterday lost my mind, litterly i went crazy, but it came back as soon as i talked to the thing that i wanted but cant have. AND i have a feeling i might go crazy again...wow yea..well cya later every one
welllllllllllllllllllllll llllllllllllllllllllllll, i dunno whats going on, people don't seem to be talking to me, cept for brian! yurp, no clue whats going, i keep getting a tickling feeling in my stomache, no clue what it is, maybe its a sign that i should be a serial killer. WOW that is a great idea, YOU WILL SEE ME ON THE NEW BAYBE, hahahahahaha, and then i will say that the dog told me to do it, like the son of sam....yea :twisted: ok so i won't become a serial killer, i dunno though, just don't know whats going on, if any one does know please contact me on aim at fishxdontxfeel YUP that would be wonderful
i dunno, i wanted somthing sooooooooooo bad, and i kinda still do want it, but im not sure any more, i dunno im very irritable right now, im confused, and kinda angry.....Mostly confused by my self and other stuff and that thing that i wanted bad, now im not sure if i want it.....yeaaaa
PS
IM FUCKING SICK OF PEOPLE SAYING THAT BRIAN IS BECOMING MY BRAIN, CUZ IF HE WAS, I WOULD HAVE TRIED SO HARD TO GET SOMTHING BACK THAT I LOST, SO FUCK YOU ALL GO TO HELL, and have a nice day...fucking bastards
OH GOD WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN TO SEE THE FUCKING SAIL BOAT!?
well went to the movies last night, once again did not see a movie, just kinda hung around, simka, mandy, brian, erin, morgan, and chris were there, me and simka didn't really talk about any thing to do with our "situation" so i guess that was wierd, and kinda confusing, went to tea leaves then later to cyber station with Chris and brian, went to burger and sports with the group, yupppppppppppppppp, and that is about it at the movies, after that went to brians house and spent the night, heh me and him talked about women mostly, and how they can be so confusing. YURP, we slept out side and in the middle of the night his neighbor was throwing rocks at us and hit me in the head, scared the hell out of us before he came out of hidding, haha good times, and that is about it that happened at brians! so now im tired and have to work! great fun i tell you great!
heh just got back from seeing Troy, I thought it was PG-13 but apparently not haha i saw boobies....yea boobies...haha YURP but also brad pit pretty much naked which was disgusting, im going to the movies tonight as well, that should be cool, YUP , hmmmm nothing, nothing at all! GEH GAH GOOOOOoo, nothing else to say good bye
took apart a freaking cd player i got so bored, heh accidently stabed my self with a screw driver, good times there. hrm went to wal mart got some car fresheners just cuz, haha my room smells like strawberry kiwi now, sexy i know! herm and that is about it NOTHING, i dunno if im even going to the movies tommorw, so far looks as if no one is going!
what did i do today? NOTHING, i sat on my ass and played vidya games, brian might come with me to nebraska if my dad doesnt go, that would be cool, heh specially since its the fourth of july that we are going :twisted: could get in trouble but oh well :) hrm, i think im going to the movies twice tommorow, Once with my dad and brother and then later that night with i dunno who, i think chris is going, and i hope to god simka is going cuz i really really need to talk to her, stacy and morgan said they are going, i think i dunno, YUP i hope im not the only one at the movies tommorow night, heh that would be boring! but ne wayz, yea...tommorow should be cool, and even cooler if i see simka cuz then i could find out some stuff! hehe YEA, im gonna go sit on my ass some more
SWEET JESUS! where the hell is every one, no one is online or any thing, im bored as hell! there is nothing to doooooooooooo, so one help me.....*sigh*
haha i just order some "free" stuff, well i hope its free, i just ordered a peace arm band, a peace bumper sticker, an I love beef bumper sticker, and an anti smoking poster, haha EVERY ONE MUST GET A PEACE ARM BAND, or else you are just a crazy ass nazi, do you really wanna be a nazi? i didn't think so
WELL WHAT DID JUSTIN DO TODAY? notthing really, slept, cleaned house for money so i can go to the movies on friday, and that is about it, haha last night i watched a funny independent movie, it had bruce campbell in it he was in movies like army of darkness and he was in spider man when Peter parker gets his powers and decides to become a wrestler so he can raise some money! yurp, well it was called Bubba Ho-tep, it was about this mummy comming to an old folks home and taking their souls so elvis and this black guy who is JFK fight him,` its funny as hell check it out. HRM what else? nothing, ABSOFUCKINGLUTLY NOTHING, haha i have been saying fuck alot lately, great word you can use it for fucking any thing! haha well CYA GUYS LATER, and have a GOOD FUCKING TIME!
Well, simka is emailing me, so, we are kinda talking through that, im going to the movies friday hopefully simka can go and maybe just skip the movie and hang out some where and talk or somthing, i dunno, but we really do need to talk and stuff, other than that things are going good, I now have every beatles album and song on a couple cds, wow it rocks hard. HRM, what else is going on? nothing i know of, i don't know what i want to do today, heh i get off my ass to get food and then i decide im not hungry, today will be interesting i spose.
hrm, i took a nap, im tired still, and i have no fucking clue where the hell my family is. i wake up come down stairs brother is calling to see if he should come, and the fucking beatles are playing on the stereo for some reason, yes i love the beatles but there love song most defenitly are not helping me, oh god why am i not over this yet, wow, right now i want to go up to an old lady and just scream fuck you shit face, right in her face and walk off..... dunno why, seems like fun.
god i am so sick of people telling me that simka's not good enough for me, its not true, IM JUSTIN, wtf? i would think im not good enough for her, heh im not the greatest person in the world but hey she went out with me and im greatful just for that.
no more whining from me, im done, no more, its just a waste of time adn really annoying, yup! so no more, well at least not bout simka, but i want to say Led Zeppelin knows life, dazed and confused right on with how women are... heres the part
" i ve been dazed and confused for so long its not true, lookin for a woman never barggined for you, alot of people talking but few know that the soul of a woman was created below"
thats right folks women are hell spawns...god i love em though
ok i have been a whiney bitch all weekend, and to all you that listened to me and put of with it, I LOVE YOU ALL, those people include: Erin, Morgan, Brian, Dan, Chris, and i think thats it! if not im sorry, im tired and just tell me and i will put you on the list. but really, im whining so much cuz i need to talk to simka and find out what the hell is really going on, get stuff straightend out, and im sure as fuck not calling her...no i couldn't do that i freaked out when i was on the phone with her when she did it, i got sweaty, shakey, and didn't know what to say.....wow, i litterally freaked, so i hope she gets online soon, or somthing.
around the world and home again thats the sailors way
wow what a friggin walk that was, i went up to the pinery then me and morgan went on the golf course and got lost and then we found dereks house so we went there, haha then we went swimming with our cloths on, got some of dereks dry cloths then me and morgan left back to her house, where we didn't really do any thing, haha we played crazy taxi, after that i left home again, so i would say that i walked about 5 or more miles, probably more so maybe 7! i dunno, all i know is my legs are sore as hell, heh sounds cheesy but so is my heart! so im gonna go to sleep
i guess thats what you call getting a slice of the ol' dick pie
yup, well yesterday was shitty, i guess shitty enough to put me over the edge, i talked to myself in the mirror for about an hour! god i am such a loser, i should probably get over it but im stupid and i still want her, and i probably should hate her, but i cant, i just cant...god, well im going to the pinery today to hang out with morgan and derek, hopefuly it gets my mind offa this shit...i still don't get it though..gad
yes i lied about it being ok for me when simka said she just wants to be friends with benifits. she says she still really likes me, but then why the hell did she break up with me for the summer!? i don't get it... god, i hate to say this i hate it so much but it makes me want to call her a slut...ah jesus christ, im so messed up right now, if she does any thing with another guy which she probably will, i will never freaking talk to her again, i swear... so phucking confusing, i just don't get it, if any of you get it please do tell me, PLEASE DO PHUCKING TELL ME
i've been dazed and confused for so long its not true
hrm what happened today? well pretty much just went to A&W and the castlerock outlet stores. then went to target and picked up the best of led zeppelin early and latter days, and then i came home mowed the lawn and now im here on my ass listening to Zeppelin! heh tommorow i think im gonna meet up with derek and morgan and hang out, i need to call simka, see if she wants to come or somthing! haha yea... well thats about it....
yesterday last day of school, very deppressing in a way, yesterday went fairly well though, we went to school, then pretty much stayed at the buyou gultch park the whole day and signed each others year books, later we went and signed the whole schools and people were throwing water every where. near the end of the day is when every one started crying, haha i hate to say it but i almost cried too, BUT I WAS STRONG and i didn't, then gave simka a hug and a kiss and said good bye, then me and dan went on chads bus to go to his house to get all the equipment ready for the party at dereks. we got all the equipment loaded and left to the party and set it up, then just pretty much hung out from there, the party was ok to begin with, then it started sucking more, and more, it would have been a hell of a lot better if Simka were there, but she couldn't go i guess. Yup so when every body left me and all the kids staying at dereks just kinda sat around and roasted marshmellows and stuff. I helped set up a tent and didn't even sleep in it, i just slept on the porch, got cold as hell later though, hmmm, then we woke up at like 7 in the morning and cleaned up all the garabage in the yard, then got the band equiment ready and loaded it on the truck then chad left, and like at 10 i left, it is my dads b day today so we went to see shrek 2 and went to lunch, then to wal mart, then home, then to EB games, then home again and that s where i am at now, and im tired as hell, and i smell funny so i am gonna take a shower, and probably sleep! and that is about all that happened!
around the world and home again thats the sailors way
well im getting better, i was just a lil paroniod, things seem to be better...ok tommorow last day, going to chads then to dereks for a party! i hope tommorow goes well.
we are the music makers, we are the dreamers of the dreams
OH sweet jesus, whata day it has been, got my year book, heh im in a background of a picture, lot of fuck ups in the year book, some girls name was 40273 or somthing like that, heh there are 2 s's in wildcats and kourtneys last name was spelled wrong, hah, yea, after that things went weird i got a feeling somthing bad is gonna happen soon, and i have had it all day, and there are some other wierd confusing shit going on that i don't want to write about, cuz yea... im tired hungry, confused and a little pissed off, tommorows last day of school thank god, that gives me a whole summer of me sitting on my ass doing nothing! OOOO what fun that is..... well im just gonna go jump in front of a bus right now so cya later!
WOW what a night it has been, formal was tonight and i just got back, it was nice, simka looked so hot tonight, yea, HAHA I KISSED HER twice...it was awsome. i love it, haha i was happy the dance wasn't as strict as i thought it would be, no on got in trouble and it was pretty laid back, but any way what happedned today, went to math watched the rest of the enigma machine thing, that was boring, went to dear/plt, was cool but it sucked cuz we had a sub Mr.Cook who is the crappy spanish teacher, heh so plt we all just kinda hung around out side the room and walked around, then went to lunch, not much happened there then went to french, was gonna go to the german party but they wouldn't let us in so they are gonna have a second party on friday and the french class is invited! haha, then went to HISTORY, watched some presentations, got my schedual for next year, it sucks i have no classes with any one :-( oh well i guess its a chance to meet new people, then went home cleaned up slept, then woke up ate chiggin, then took a shower and got spiffed up for the dance and off i went, haha it was fun :lol: and that is it, 2 more days! 2 more days of school oh god yes!
heh JUST GOT BACK FROM SHOPPING FOR FORMAL CLOTHS, haha i got some black dickies, and a green button up shirt to go with my green chucks! haha goood times! tommorow should be fun! haha
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hehe couldn't find a good picture of my shirt but oh well there are the pants and shoes!
tooooooooday was good, still counting down the days until we get out of prison/school heh, yup, first went to tech ed, and its a mad rush there cuz we all have to get this shit down soon, my tower is really shitty haha, there is glue every where and none of it is fitting together very well, but oh well, then went to science watched more roller coasters, then made egg dropping things, me dans chads and matts fail miseribly but oh well! it was fun, then went to PE, didn't do much there, then went to lunch and sat there, then went to lanuage arts and did our giver trial, THE DEFENSE SIDE SUCKED and i was a lawyer for the defense, it was just crazy how good of speakers the prosicuters were, BUT, we won any way haha! it was funny, then watched the beggining of the Trumen show, i like that movie, its cool i spose, tommorow night is formal! and i am getting cloths tonight for it, some times the school gets carried away, the school is trying to make it some big prom thing, but its not, yup so we have to dress up and stuff! good stuff i spose!
LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL AND IM FREAKING OUT!!! no more text books they are all gone thank god! well today was cool i guess! went to math and watched a movie about the nazi enigma machine and how it works and stuff, facinating but boring, then to pride, me and chad tried builing card houses, and failed, then to elt took a james town assesment, then did this stupid dice thing, after that went to lunch actually ate today, but spent all my money, haha, bought formal tickets! so wer are set there, then went to french, haha pretty much "worked" in the hall with derek, haha when your in the hall you are invisible to our teacher, so we went with gina and morgan to take the trash out, and talked and then we came back and just kinda sat around, after french went to history, presented i think i did bad, but i heard me and chris got a's and b's so thats good, i kept tripping up and forgeting stuff, but oh well, its over so im glad, hmm formal is still comming up, haven't got cloths yet, should be getting year books, haha i love looking at those books, hmmm, what else? year book signing comming up, and a end of year party good times!
haha dan came over last night it was fun i spose! haha we snuck out like at midnight to go to the creek, haha we were freaking out half way down there cuz it was dark and creepy! so we ran back and i was paranoid some one was gonna thing we were robbing a house cuz we snuck throogh the back gate, yup and that is about it...not very exciting! Formal is this week, on last week of school, gotta get me some formal clothing! which means dickies and a collard shirt! hehe! and yeaaa
i got a dollar on the corner and a laser in my shoe if i dont get an answer gonna split myself in 2
went out today with my fasher to look for the dead kennedys cd i wanted first we went to best buy they didn't have it then we went to sam goodys they didn't have it either so i picked up the meat puppets II album that i have been wanting longer than the dead kennedys, haha it still rocks! yep on our way out of sam goodys me and pa went to orange julius and got our self an orange julieus and on the way out of the mall i saw derek and derek! haha wasn't expecting to see them there, it was crazy! haha..yup!
Jump up jump up and jump down, jump jump jump around
heh WELL what happened today? tech ed watched the stupidest video ever...god it was horrible, then went to science! i am pretty sure i aced that test it was hella easy, and the rollercoaster was a major sucsess! haha, yup then went to pe, matt almost kicked seths ass, and im not gonna be suprised if seth gets his ass kicked in a few days, ONE MORE WEEK OF SCHOOOL, formal is next week, im going with simka! yup, hmm HAHA in pe my pants came off, cuz we were playing frisby foot ball or somthing and the frisby was on the ground so i dived for it and i slid a little so my pants just came off, and were down past my knees, so i was just laying there with my pants around my ankles! heh good times! yup language arts we are doing a giver trial, IM A DEFENSE LAWYER! haha rock onn! i want to say OBJECTION at least once that would be great! hrm what else....NOTHING
my brother is being really annoying today he keeps clicking his damn tounge! im gonna hit him hard then i gonna get in trouble! but any ways nothing really new today i guess went to math learned about code, then to dear just sat there, then plt, hung out with dan chad andrea simka and jenna! then went to lunch, heh i guess im dereks manager or somthing heh i buy him his food with his money and stuff now! yea! good times, yep then went to french, took a 30 minute nap there during a test, then off to history had a sub! every one sat in a different seat to throw him off or w/e, i didn't i guess there really is no point in it! then after that it was end of school, on the bus wayne was being an ass cuz i had to sit with him, so i had to get up while the bus was moving with a bunch of dumbass sevies trying to trip me and pete was said "that wasn't sneaky at all" and i told him i wasn't trying to be sneaky, then i told every one that wayne was touching me, then wayne said my dad touches me, oh yes ver mature of us both, i don't get it wayne can be cool some times but today he was a freaking ass, when i get a car he is the first person im gonna run over! heh him and that damn doxen next door that pisses on our deck. ONE MORE WEEK OF SCHOOL, hehe kinda loserish of me but im kinda gonna miss pissing of the teachers and stuff :-/ haha OH WELL i got the whole summer to have a huge drama, cuz thats what summer is for, dramma! haha well thats it!
haha just sitting here smelling the grape inscent right now, no im not smoking weed, plus they are my dads inscents and he doesn't smoke weed either he just likes the smell of grape! yup so any ways people are starting to fight! OOOH good times, im sure some how i will get involved, im gonna try not to, so im gonna stay far away from it! so what else! NOTTAAAAAA
went to school today of course, nothing really exciting, in science dan gave me his billy talent cd so i could burn it...wait no....uhhh...burnings illegal! im a law biting citizen i would never do that...im just uhh, making a back up for him! yea...thats it...but any ways. Nothing else really.i was really happy today but i got home and like 20 minutes later i started comming down from that happiness, so sad...DAMN PUBERTY, if puberty was some kinda object i would shoot it! bastards....yea any ways...NOTHING....NOTHING AT ALL, yup good bye
FINISHED THE GIVER, what a wierd ending to a book that was, it was crazy, but i liked the book. hmm and thats about it thats happened since my last entry!
mess with the bull you get the shit...or is it the horns?
HMM what happened today, math took a test, pride played glatator with chad, that game is friggin awsome, then went to ELT/PLT or w/e and hung out with people. then went to lunch, then to french, then went to history DIDN"T HAVE TO PRESENT THE PROJECT TODAY haha i was sweating it all class! haha whooo, then went to dereks to finish off the rollercoaster! its almost done except we need a marble! yup then went to Koles for new jeans, i got 2 new pairs of jeans, and the first pair i tried on but didn't buy were funny, they were like all tight and stuff it was funny, but any ways, i also got a new t shirt its light blue and it is a back to the futur t shirt its awsome, i wanted to get another one too, it was doctor suess one, it had 1 fish 2fish red fish blue fish! but my parents only let me get one! oh well, i will get that one next. :-P haha welllllllllllllllllllllll ll hmmm formal is comming up and i still haven't asked simka if she wants to go with me! haha i guess i better do that :P
OK this civil war project for history is really starting to get irrating, first off i can't sit still that long and i have been sitting here for an hour and a half trying to get this thing down, second im easily distracted, that is why im here writing in my blog, and last this thing is due TOMORROW!!! i dunno if my partner is gonna be done with his end of it or whats gonna happen, hopefuly every thing will go smoothly, and the thing that would be best if we didnt' even have to present tommorow, we probably wil though, each presentation is gonna be at least five minutes, theres at least 30 kids in that class i think less than that we will say 24, and a class period is 90 min. long so lets thing 5x24=120, but now i just rememerd there will be groups of 2 so cut 24 in half and you have 12 so 12x5=60 minutes so there is probably no chance of us not going tommowow! so im gonna go get this stupid thing done!
haha well im going 3 days with no swearing, and that is difficult, i almost slipped up today! but i didn't im good. but ne wayz SAW SIMKA TODAY high light of my day, the rest is just a day i guess. i found out that some pod on our school a teacher has a note about me cherry flavord s and , and i don't know who wrote it, all i know is that a teacher has it right now! sooooooo im not even 100% its even Justin me! but im pretty sure...hmm creepy...hmm nothing else really happened today, in pe me and cole picked weeds that looked like flowers laid them in a circle in the middle of the foot ball field and laid there...we were one with earth. hmm what else? NOTTA.....yup
i am smelling like a rose that somebody gave me on my birthday death bed
todays mothersday, nothing special going on today, there is a mothers day myth buster marathon! haha its awsome. i just got done mowing the lawn, theres a ticket for money and a ride some where! so now i can do stuff next weekend probably....yup! hmm nothing else to say.
ok yesterday i rode the bus home with chad brett and dan to chris's house! his bus was freaking crowded as hell. but ne wayz we got to chris's and we just messed around for a while, then we went to morgans party, that was cool, then came back to chris's and laid on the trampoline, and looked at the stars, and we saw 2 stars!!! it was awsome, haha the most memorible thing last night was when we were talking about space and stuff and chad was like " dude, like maybe stars and like alien ships battling or somthing" and then brett said "Dude, its scientificly prooven they are just rocks" haha and then chad was like "WTF god you guys are talking about in cows with dicks for heads and and i am quiet and don't say any thing but when i say that stars are space ships you guys like try and proove me wrong" haha may not be to funny now, i guess it was one of those you had to be there storys. but ne wayz we fell asleep and then woke up in the morning, and chris's mom went out to get donuts so we got the patatoe gun out and shot apples at the flag stone, heh that thing was awsome, then we rode his goped, that was fun, and then his mom came back so we had donuts....and that was about it.............. there was probably more but i just forgot it! so it must not be to important!
WELL today was cool specially in the morning, haha chad brought in eye liner so we put some on, and chris and i had a mustache and i had the egyptian thing at the corner of my eyes, then chris wouldn't put any on his eyes so we had to hold him down! haha then i rubbed this colgne sample on stacey and she sprayed me with an ass load of this perfume stuff. haha i came to school with my pants that had the HUGE hole in the crotch of them so i had to tape it shut. after that it was a normal day, then i got picked up early cuz i had allergy testing appointment, the friggin thing took forever, but any ways im allergic to almost every thing cept for cockroaches, colorado juniper, and birds and dogs! haha yup i know...wierd. then went to micro center and on the way down there this girl in the car next to us blew me and kiss and gave me the "call me" sign...hehe, im so sexy...chicks just want me all the time....BUT IM TAKEN and they can't have me! yup, hmm and thats pretty much all that has happen today, going to chris's tommorow, then to morgans party then back to chris's and then to chads the next day, should be awsome, don't know when the hell im gonna get this 75 point project done with the other chris, GAHHHHHHHHH, i guess i will do half of it at my house and he can do the other half im gonna have to talk to him.... what a pain in the ass the end of the year is, all theses HUGE projects and tests, ehhh then next week some time i have to go back over to dereks and finish our roller coaster... and that is it..
SONG OF THE DAY
PENNY ROYAL TEA
BY NIRVANA (new favorite song by them :lol: )
yee haw, howdy partner, keep your damn peacocks off my property...next time..ILL SHOOT EM
hmm today was the first day of me and simka going back out, its nice to put my arm around her and hold her hand again! I woke up with birds chirping, the sweet sounds of nirvana waking me up and a smile on my face. Then i missed the bus. YUP so my mom drove me to school, and i went to math! i swear school is hell, serisouly its fuggin hot in there and we are being tortured by being made to sit in a plastic chair and listen to some person telling us stuff. horrible...but ne wayz, i fell asleep in history, holy shit that was a boring day in that class. and im still really tired, and i have to do chores or my mom will come home and yell at me...yup...so tired
well today was pretty good, first went to tech ed, i hate my partner he does nothing just sits and plays with the laser, then went to science did a helicoptor lab that was cool, then went to PE, i actually tried the mile today heh, yep then went to lunch called my mom to tell her i was going to dereks, then went to language arts, same old same old, then i rode the bus home with derek, and worked on the rollar coaster project, its theme is PEACE and some of woodstock, its pretty cool. So we got all the pictures put on and we got part of the rollar coaster up, its awsome! its gonna be cool. yep....hmm what else...nothing.....nope............
well today was a good day at the beggining, in math we didn't do any thing in pride chad made a new card game up called BIG NUMBA!! haha it was fun then off to ELT where we did nothing, then went to lunch and dan bought me a some pizza, THANKS DAN, it was really good, after that went to french and became really tired, after french walked out into the hall and became kinda sad, and now im tired and sad....yes tired and sad....im going to cry my self to sleep...yes...im a pushy....a very big pushy....
well i did nothing today...NOTHING...i sat on my ass, watched tv, played video games, played guitar, and that is it! wow, i have no life, it is gonna be a very sad day when formal comes! i have no one to go with and i dunno, its either there is gonna be a party or im sitting on my ass lonely as hell. yep.....
haha went to dans yesterday after school and spent the night with him chad brett and chris! it was awsome, we played pool most of the time, we went to the movies, and me chris and chad walked around in the snow the whole time, first we went to tea leaves and i burnt the hell out of my tongue! then we went to see if hobby town was oppen again, it wasn't so we were so freaking cold we went to taco bell and bought some chili and cheese burritos! yup then we just walked back to the movies! good times! we went back to dans and played pool and watched tv! HMMM then today i wanted to go to chads but my parents wanted to go to the museum so i had to go with them and we stayed there for a long time, and i just got home just like 30 minutes ago, and i am tired. and it sounds like my brothers friend might spend the night tonight, oooooooooh god, and we might have megan and ashly over tommorow, im gonna be really tired....yea....hmmm thats it.