i don't feel right, i feel like somthing is wrong and when i find out i won't be happy about it...maybe its nothing, but when i feel like this it usually means there is somthing wrong, thank god we have a 3 day weekend and a half day friday!
i really need freinds, i don't talk to many people. tommorow is wedsday, one of those long days, i like wendsdays better than thursdays though. starting to make some progress in power and energy finally. we are gonna start cutting wood next time.
hmm can't remember any thing else cuz i slept, i was tired today. i feel kinda agrivated though, its wooord.
going to erins birthday party, that better be fun! and i better get a gift bag dammit!
song of the day "break my body" by the pixies
I'm the hard looser You'll find me crashing through my mother's door I am the ugly lover You'll find us rolling on the dirty floor Break my body, hold my bones, hold my bones (3x) I'm a belly dancer I'll shake forever and I'll never care I'm a building jumper Roof to roof you see me flying in the air Break my body, hold my bones, hold my bones (3x) Somebody got hurt Somebody get hurt Somebody got her
Comm art-came up with ideas for cartoon, either gina stepping in gum after saying spitting your gum out wasn't that bad, OR me and brian as bungee man and the boy wood wonder!
Spanish- leanred how to say "i please my self" which is me gusto, but if you say me gustA its it pleases me, haha i love it
Math-booooring
ACNT CIV- got new seat, and for some reason every one keeps saying "yeah yeah" in a rapper type voice
power and energy-wow i really don't like that class, its to hard and complicated and my partner is pulling ideas outta his ass and going to the bath room all the time
Science-drew pictures!
HEY, annnd maybe i will post my cartoon self! ;-) its pretty cool, cuz im an arteest and what not!
Make a hole with a gun perpendicular To the name of this town in a desk-top globe Exit wound in a foreign nation Showing the home of the one this was written for My apartment looks upside down from there Water spirals the wrong way out the sink And her voice is a backwards record It's llike a whirlpool, it never ends
CHORUS Ana Ng and I are getting old And we still haven't walked in the glow of each other's majestic presence Listen Ana hear my words They're the ones you would think I would say if there was a me for you
All alone at the '64 World's Fair Eighty dolls yelling "Small girl after all" Who was at the Dupont Pavilion Why was the bench still warm? Who had been there? Or the time when the storm tangled up the wires To the horn on the pole at the bus depot And in the back of the edge of hearing these are the words the voice was repeating:
CHORUS
when I was driving once I saw this painted on a bridge: "I don't want the world, I just want your half"
They don't need me here, and I know you're there Where the world goes by like the humid air And it sticks like a broken record Everything sticks until it goes away And the truth is, we don't know anything
Whooo hooo went to media play last night and got another pixies cd SURFER ROSA!!!!! its a great cd, and after we got home, watched iron monkey, haha that movie is kinda cheesy but it was alright, and then after mom and dad went to bed i watched the cell for the first time, that movie scared the hell outa me! haha its a creepy movie! strange deranged disturbing visuals i tell you whut!
hmm and that is about it!
PEACE OUT
Point a gun to my head and paint the walls with my brains
Yes weekend, i love it, last night was awsome, went to the movies with gina, dan, brian and erin, it was fuunn. we saw bourne suprmacy and i tell you whut that is a long ass movie, well any ways after the movies my mom was waiting out side so me dan and brian got into the car and it was really hot and i begged my mom to let us stay until Erin and Gina left, so she did :-D that was awsome, so after they left me dan and brian went back to my house and watched Fight club, what a great movie that was, i liked it alot, after that fell asleep, and woke up, then dan left and we had eggs, and theeeennnn me and brian went to my brothers soccer game, and went to king soopers, after that took brian home, then we came back home and i fell asleep, and was awoken by my brother and his freind playing squeeky notes on there saxaphones, god it was horrible, im gonna shoot my self if he doesn't stop playing that obnoxious insturment. BUT after i woke up me and my father went to go see Hero. Beautiful movie, i liked that one alot, it was great. annnd now, im sitting here hoping my dad will take me to Media Play to get another pixies cd SURFER ROSA! but any ways if you get a chance see Hero, I highly recomend it, highly insperational, i garentee you will be inspired to do somthing after the movie is over ;-)
would you like to hear my voice, sprinkled with emotion
WELL, this week is going fast just like i hoped! this is what happened today
first went to Commercial art, drew, then had a ten minute passing period and hung out with gina and dan. then went to advisement and a little while after that went to an assembly, and sat with gina and sat there, then had to go to the small gym for another assembly type thing, it was about what not to do at school! like bring guns and knifes and drugs and what not. then went to lunch, and sat with derek, theeenn went to math, and had this girl got into an argument with riesinger about saying "bless you" when some one sneezes. that was great...theeeennnn went to power and energy, didn't think that class would ever end, but it did, so i left.
then got on the bus and these kids were snorting cocain! it creeped me out...and it was wierd...hmmm nothing else new i guess! friday i can actually go to the movies ALLL-riiiight ... so any ways thats it!
wellll today was ok i guess, my math teacher is the biggest ass ever, i was sitting and i had my notes and my book out and he was like "you better get your book and notes out because this will go from funny to not real quick" i guess he said that cuz i was smilling. hmm what else? nothing really at school.
after school though, couldn't find my fucking bus, so me chad adam and this girl named melanie were looking for it, well i guess it left or somthing so we had to get on this other bus, annnd then the bus dropped me and adam like a mile away from our houses, that was great walking a mile with adam....no, it wasn't...any ways, it was hot as hell and my back pack was heavy so now im tired.
well today was neato, gina, kris, and morgan came over, we hung out for a while, then gina had to go home, and then me morgan and kris all went to carls jr. to just keep getting refills, but only got 1 refill :-/ eh what can you doo!
base ball game wasn't that bad, i guess, i had a bad cuppicino, it sucked, and some guy from the expos got beaned in the face, it was funny. any way rockies lost.
got home and watched snatch, thats kinda a hard movie to get cuz of thier heavy accents and stuff, but funny movie. after that was over i went up stairs and the bathroom was so dirty, so i just decided to clean it up at 3 in the morning so after that i went to my bedroom and cleaned it up, and got done at 4 in the morning! it was awsome, nothing new i guess.
GAD DAMMIT, ok, first off, i hate baseball with a freakin passion now, its pissing me off, for the last 5 minutes i had a sliver of hope that we weren't going to go, buuut we are...gah, i really want to be with gina tonight, but i have to go to the baseball game. its probably gonna get canceled because of rain any ways, oooh boy if it does im shooting some one i swear. and now my brother is telling us all about how he puked a little in his mouth and how he said "it tasted good"...hrm i have a feeling that im going to be yelled at tonight for "not being grateful for all i recieve" but the tickets were free any ways so who gives a shit! hrm any ways
school was ok, nothing really exciting happened, i have to find a good "ethnic person" picture, so if any one has any web sites with like african tribes or any thing please do send the link it would be apperciated :-D. I hate my math teacher so much, he is like a robot and when he comes up with "kind of" joke and some one giggles a little he snaps at them and tells them to pay attention, i don't like him one bit, he looks like a raptor from jurasic park, probably old as one too! haha and david gave me his locker combo so i can take beef jerky from his locker from lunch, haha gooood kid i tell you whut.
WELL today we had somthing known as a "block day" which was just even period classes and it was messed up, i didn't even get to see gina that much, and that was horrilbe, power went out for like a half hour which was good, to bad they fixed it i would have loved to come home early, hrmm in commercial art finished up my face draawing, its not that great but then we did live sketches, and i think i did pretty good on that one, cept i didn't get it finished..i really would like to finish but i can't now, oh well, now we are doing a live sketch of a person at our table, so im doing jeremys, haha yea...nothing new i guess!
WELL today was a long ass day...way tooo long, tommorow is gonna be a fucked up day! cuz i guess there is somthing called a block day or somthing, i dunno what the hell is goin on, i guess its just even periods or somthing. i will figure it out eventually...HRM what else... no clue... tired as hell but i refuse to take a nap cuz i wake up more tired! and then i can't sleep, and i end up lying in my bed and talking to my self like a crazy man...stupid school...stupid rockies game friday...i hate base ball so much...past time my ass, you sit there for what is it? 9 innings i think and it last from like 7 till 10...thats to damn long i can't take that....bastards. I am driving my self crazy cuz i can't stop saying "AYYYYEEE" and its fucking driving me mad! well thats all...yes good bye
WOW, im not liking this "school" and/or the home work it is giving out, my math class is absolutly horrible, its so goddamned boring! we sit there and do nothing but work, and our math teacher has no freaking sense of humor AT ALL...its sick, science teacher is a cool dude, young guy, Dr.Sheagely, a cool name...hmmmm im so damn lazy now days, i didn't even finish all my home work, i got most of it done and then said..."ah screw it" and went down stairs...and last night i was making my lunch and i got out all the stuff to make a sandwich and said "gahh, this is gonna be more work than i want to do..." and then put it alll away and went to bed...as you can see i am a very motavated person.
HMM what happend...I LOVE MY COMMERCIAL ART CLASS, i love it alot, its great, we sit there and draw and learn new facts...its wonderful....yea well thats it, can't do any thing friday cuz im going to a stupid rockies game...rockies suck....baseball sucks...Denver rocks, i love going down town :-D well any ways im gonna go so Fuck you sandeago
It's our time to shine through the down Glorified by what is ours We've fallen in love It was the best idea I ever had
[Chorus x3] Today I fell and felt better Just knowing this matters I just feel stronger and sharper Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing
Do you want a song of glory Well I'm fucking screaming at you
It's our time to shine through the down Glorified by what is ours We've fallen in love It was the best idea I ever had
WELL life has been boring in the last 2 hours! i watched pulp fiction, great movie, and today went school shopping and got 2 pairs of pants and 2 tee shirts , one that says "i pee a little when i laugh" and another with buddah on it and it says "buddah says for good luck rub my belly" hmmm yea other than that nothing new, i can't wait till freaking september 7th for killradios cd to come out, but i guess i could get my parent to buy it for me for my birthday since its my birthday on september 29! whoo hoo..i want to take photography this semester, i would love to take pictures now, but i guess nothing is stopping me now, but eh oh well, taking comm art so i get to draw stuff, gonna have to draw a "realistic face" hmm that will turn out interesting..im sure....gahhh im so bored, and no one gives a fuck! why would they! they shouldn't i just wish i was in a part of the world where i could do somthing...you know? what the hell, im talking to a fucking computer...wonderful, thats another thing that piss's me off thos aim bots that you can chat to! they are fucking redicoulus! YOUR CONVERSATIONS GO IN A HUGE CIRCLE, ever time i talk to one of those bots i get so pissed off and it ends in a "FUCK YOU , YOU FUCKING STUPID COMPUTER, WHY DON"T YOU JUST DIE" then it replys "that was mean, you should say your sorry" gah stupid AOL people...i just want to shoot em..sweet jesus...i feel like ranting BUT I DON"T HAVE ANY THING TO FUCKING RANT ABOUT....sonbitch....im just gonna shut up for a while
WELL today the first real day of school, really crowed, im going to start bringing my lunch fo sho, damn line for lunch is huge, i don't have time for that shtuff. any ways today went smoothly i spose, went to the movies to see AVP wonderful movie i loved it, gina didn't like it haha but thats ok good times, i love being with her, its always fun...tommorow probably going school shopping, fun i guess..hrm and thats about it, other than im tired ass hell! OH YEA and i saw kill bill vol. 2 i liked vol. 1 better but it was a good story all together!and that is it!
haha check out this email i sent to a taser company asking questions on there product, i found it funny...cuz im an idiot like that but if your interested check out there web site-> www.taser.com
any ways here it is
Dear Sir,
I do have a few questions for your "taser". Now first off, IF you were to be shot in the eye by the taser, what would happen if the taser was activated? would the eye be fried? and also how much voltage does the Taser x26 put out? And in any circumstances could you make the charge go longer then 5 seconds.
If shot in the back of the head near the spinal chord could this cause any damage to the brain? One more question and i shall be done, If shot in the Male genitaillia would this affect thier fertillity at all? Lower sperm count or any thing?
That was the last one and those were all just hypothetical questions on your fine product.
Sincerly,
Justin
short and sweet, but hopefully my questions will be answered and if so i will post the reply
WOW today first day of HIGH SCHOOL ooo scarey, haha actually it was pretty lame in the morining we did these stupid simon says things...class A stupid stuff, but oh well, then we went to "advisement" the chain leaders or what ever the fuck are, they are pretty cool i spose, hmmm class's up and down forward and back...lots of walking sucks, I SAW GINA TODAY, i saw gina alot which was sooper nice, i love her, hmmm all the teachers seem fairly cool, cept math teacher seems like a prick, gahh that will be joyful, haha Comm art seems hella awsome, the teachers a little dull but i think i will like him, the guy was wearing a dali tie, why wouldn't i like him? HMM and apparantly some one from ponderosa does tshirt designs and stuff for TOOL which is pretty tight ass, that band rocks, any ways tired as hell right now probably take a nap, and tommorow the real first day, with all the other people...yup
SWEET CHOCOLATE CHRIST!? wtf happened to summer? school on thursday? what in thee hell!? my god...i don't wanna go, my schedual is F'ed up too, its set up just right so i have to go back and forth aswell as up and down, gahh its gonna suck i can tell...hmm on the brighter side...*sigh* what the hell am i talking about? what brighter side? GAH BEEN SO BORED lately....OH YEA i watched Kill Bill the other night...that movie is incredible, that man makes such beautiful movies, i am going to see "hero" as soon as it comes out...I love that quinton terintino..in a non gay way of course..wow...yea i guess thats it
WELLLLL yesterday went to best buy and got both of the cds i wanted,!!! The pixies "doolittle" and Thursday "war all the time"! they both rock hard! yup, tommorow those cooky people i call family leave...ehehe....GAH schoool this thursday...this is gonna suck i tell you what! hmmm what else.....vince did somthing so every one is pissed at him, and i don't think thats cool, i think they are mad at him for a stupid reason but oh well things will get better. hmmm, what else??? probably going to elitches on wedsday oh boy! i actually like elitches though so yes oh boy! ok i got nothing...i don't think...but if i do i will write again and you sick bastards will read it!....OR ELSE
Hmmm dan came over yesterday, that was cool we lit off some fire crackers and this grotchy old lady down the street told us to stop because they driving her nuts and then after that she remind us that it wasn't the forth of july...gah i hate people like that gotta go and ruin fun! later we went to the movies and saw the little black book, gahh what a horrible movie that was, im happy gina was there, she made it fun, haha and we were talking and this lady in front of us kept turning around and giving us "looks" haha, goood times, after the movie we went out side and were messing around and stuff, and the cop was getting irrated he told us we needed to get our rides and go home before he wrote us up for loitering, yup so any ways we were hanging around the theater and then i looked by the garbage can and in the ash trey thing there was this thing in it that looked just like a tounge, scared the hell out of me till dan told me it was a cookie, which makes sense since there is a TBCY across the way from the theater :-P haha hmmm what else? I watched from dusk till dawn haha great movie, i love terintinos movies they are always awsome, good combo of blood and laughter. any ways probably going to media play or best buy with my dad today cuz i want a cd, dunno whether its gonna be thursday or pixies! I JUST DON"T KNOW, any ways cya later hombres
WELL turns out that tomorow night my grandma and aunt uncle and 3 cousins will be comming, i get rid of 1 cousin and get 3 more not even a week later! this is horrible 3 little kids running around, gahh.....yup so any ways on a more geeky note i got Doom3!!! for you people who don't know what Doom is, its is a very gorey game with demons and guns and stuff, but it tell you waht that game the first time i played it scared the hell out of me, haha, nice! i love it... hmm probably going to the movies friday, which is also registration! oh boy! who doesn't love that, standing in lines and giving papers and getting your picture taken! gahh....hmm yup well thats probably bout it!
I try to save my self but my self keeps sleeping away ^^thats NIN for you^^
hmm next entry i will post my schedual for school, and people who are going to ponderosa can compare there schedual to mine, then we can see if we have any classes together.....riiight
MY GOD IT HAS FINALY HAPPENED!!!! THE SHE DEVIL...IS GONE! SHE IS GONE, HAHAHA OH MY GOD I AM SO HAPPY! cept i only got a week of summer left :? but oh well guess i gotta try and make it a good week! but any way before my grandma left, she left us 100 bucks that means i get 50 and jeremy gets 50...alright, rock on...what else? NO CLUE, i had fun with the grandparents here though, its fun to hang out with my grandpa and my dad, mostly cuz we are like all the same! hahaha its awsome!!!!!! last friday went to the movies with gina and erin, we saw the village, i loved it, gina said she loved it, but every one else was like "i wasted 7 bucks on this?" OK this is why they said that either 1: They are to stupid to figure out the story or 2: they are to smart for their own good and figured out the story before they were supposed to! and those people should be locked in a box and never seen again! and if it gets poor rating and doesn't get a sequal like unbreakable i will be pissed...PISSED....thats right. so any ways, i think that is about it! KIKA'S GONE!!!
