Im now 15, making me eligable for a driving permit haha probably not gonna get one till 15 1/2 cuz round here you have to be in driver ed class's to get one when your 15. any ways, Gina made me a macaroni necklace and bracelet, and gave me 3 roses, and she put ribbons on her self cuz she is my gift :wink: haha allll right, going to chads probably friday and saturday, which will be awsome.

haha and i think some people are gonna give me some money tommorow cuz i told them to, haha ALL PUPPETS! and im the puppet master. :twisted:

any ways im 15 and i don't feel any different.

so peace out

WELL yesterday picked up the river city rebels cd AND sunny day real estates "rising tide" both albums rock hard birthday is comming up wedsday, sad thing is my mom is gonna be home :-( no relaxing after school.

she better take me to lunch after school.

hmm what else, got a lot of science to do tonight

took a nap in acient civ.

nothing much else new!

MUCH PEACE

AND VOTE KERRY (so he isn't that great, but don't let that ape bush back into office)

Today has got to be one of the best days EVER

First off it was a half day today

second off when i came home i walk on my porch to find a rather large package sitting there, and when i looked closer i found out it was a 100watt amp! it rocks hard, and sounds so awsome.

and last but deffenitly not least i got to spend pretty much all day with gina! it was great, i went to her house and then went to the movies! it was wonderful! i love her so much.

and now im watching the Crow! this is a great movie.

any ways that was my day, i have nothing more to say

HEY guess what i got nothing to do, so i am typing some of my poetry, tell me if its any good or not, please i need feed back

im closer to dying

every day im alive.

i don't think i can survive this

going off of nothing

fish fly south

as my jaw drops so does my mouth

running faster as time slows down

falling slower in this never ending town

it goes on and on, and i still have no place to go

turns on a dime,

just don't drive on my cash

or your face will hurt as bad as mid air crash

im closer to dying

NEXT ONE

Afreinds betrayal starts with trust

when somthing goes wrong you crumbled

one little thing can just kill you inside

where your heart breaks and you have nothing to hide

sweet whispers fill your ears

and from your eyes leaks the tears

blood pulsing through your viens where it leack from the wounds that have been created throught

i just can't take the world any more

every one falls to the streets with thier lives to pour, pour down the drains and into the sewers

where  thier souls are skewerd

burnt skine tears at the seams

and my head is no longer filled with dreams

the smell of fills the room forget the world , forget the war

if all apart and i am no more

NEXT ONE

So tired and unisnspired

what else can i do besides turn blue

blue is the color blue is the feeling

the frown on your face that you are dealing

deep inside me i die i know it makes you cry

but what else can i do?

what can i be?

where can i go?

i sitll have nothing to show.

the rain falls quick

another turns a trick

what can they do? they are all blue.

the sun goes down

in tears they drown

theres nothing i can do, just sit and be blue.

turn around and kiss me.

the only thing that makes me happy is she

blueness fades away and traded with a sun ray

after she has gone the blueness is brought on.

29 have been accused of spousal abuse
7 have been arrested for fraud
19 have been accused of writing bad checks
117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at least 2 businesses
3 have done time for assault
71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit
14 have been arrested on drug-related charges
8 have been arrested for shoplifting
21 are currently defendants in lawsuits
84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year

Can you guess which organization this is?
Give up yet?
It's the 535 members of the United States Congress.

The same group of Idiots that crank out hundreds of new laws each yeardesigned to keep the rest of us in line.

haha what a crazy country we live in

Friday was awsome, Chris's party, stayed with gina the whole time, that was great i loooove her sooooo much. any ways sayed the night at chris's friday and saterday. it was crazy. Morgan came over to chris's house last night and hung out with brett, chris and me  that was cool. school tommorow. i don't wanna go.

My birthday is comming up in 10 days!

yup

WHOOO HOOO FRIDAY!!!! chris's party tonight rock on, and me and gina have been going out for 2 months today! yeaaaa!

Nothing super exiting happened today.

wow, i figured i would have more to write...but i don't....uhhh

VOTE ANY ONE BUT BUSH!

welllll, this morning heard more hate on the radio, some one kept giving examples of "all" mussilems, which all had to do with TERRORIST groups and not just individual mussilems..that pisses me off, stupid people. "LETS HATE THEM ALL SINCE A SMALL FEW OF THEM ARE BAD" those iggnorant people can just die.

any ways

I was told i had a nice looking face today, haha that was kinda wierd but it was nice to hear :-P

hung out with gina today for advisement, that was really nice.

after school went to Jam club that was interesting but i deffenitly need a bigger amp, and for cheap too. Going to chris's party friday and staying over at his house saterday, we are gonna start the band up fo sho now.

NOTHING ELSE IS NEW THAT I CAN REMEMBER

Sitting in my science class today i noticed how one little thing can make a person hate some one.

A girl in my class is a Bisexual, and she doesn't care if every one knows it, but the some of these kids just pound on her just for being that way. Why? because she is happy with who she is and they just can't except any thing out of this thing we call "normal"? Its no suprise to me after i asked one kid why he thought this was so bad he said "because guys go with girls and not girls with girls or guys with girls, cuz that the way god made it" This here people is one of the main reasons i hate religion! Because of stuff like this, stupid people holding it against every one, If your a lesbien or a gay its not right cuz its in the bible? what hapened to god loves every one? Religion starts fights, like the holy wars going on in third world countrys over "The land jesus walked on" People killing people because of a book, its terrible, i can't stand these wars, I hate wars because they start hatetrid as well. A couple of plains crash into a building and all of a sudden its every arabs fault in the world.

Some people just can't see past a persons skin color, or religion or sexual prefernce and i find these people to be the most annoying and iggnorant people in the world, any thing they say is right to them, and i think it is bull, we shouldn't not like some one because of their skin color, religion or sexual prefrance, you should know the person first before you go saying they are a horrible sick person. I just can't believe it, We as americans living in america are suposed to be the most diverse place in the world but we still can't put up with it. People come here from these horrible countrys filled with war and other horrible things and they come here and find the same thing, Hate. Every where you go there is hate. If people would just pull thier heads out of thier fucking ass's  and realize we are all Human Beings the world would probably be a better place.

So all you people out there saying that Gays and Lesbiens are "going to hell because god didn't make it that way" YOU CAN ALL SHOVE IT DOWN YOUR GOD DAMMED THROAT, get used to it, they are happy, leave them alone, they will leave you alone, and get used to it cuz it aint going away any time soon.

And all you racist people OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYES AND SEE WE ARE ALL THE SAME, we are human! Just because we worship a different god or Have a different colored skin makes us no different then you! And you need to realize your way isn't always the right way.

Today, nothing special, went by pretty fast, chris is having a party this friday, i have a hole in the ass of my pants and it got bigger when i kneeled down to open my locker haha, wow thats nice...other than that....boring life, be a lot more interesting if i had super powers or somthing of that sort

Erins party was alright, haha would have been even cooler if there were gift bags, but it was pretty good! hmmm after erins party went to dans, that was fun, we started recording ourselfs, hahaha it is pretty funny, me and chad did a fight scene it was awsome. the whole tape is like us just talking and doing stupid stuff like going out into the woods at 1 o clock in the morning with base ball bats and stuff haha god it was scary as hell at first then it just got boring, so we went back to dans and went to see if the hot tub got any higher than 82 degrees and it hadn't so me and chad got in but dan stayed out and then like after an hour it was 85 degrees and we were freezing and dan decided to go to bed soooo 2 hours later(making it almost a total of 3 hours) it got up to 92 degrees and we didn't get out cuz it was cold as hell but when we did we went to dan to tell him but he just fell back to sleep, so chad finally found like hand towles and we used those and fell asleep about 3 or 4 and i had to wake up at 830 cuz thats when my parents picked me up, so went back to my house took a shower then went to the museum.

WHILE at the museum we went to see the new ancient egyptian exihbit. which was awsome! i love the egyptions that is a time period i would have liked to lived in with they egyptians or the romans. but any ways my brother almost touched one of the hyrogliphyic stones or somthing and my dad told him not to touch, and jeremy(my brother) just totaly freaked out and was like "I WASN"T TOUCHING IT" and like started throwing a temper, and my dad threatend him and then some old lady working there told him what happens to it when you touch it, and how it leaves your oils on it and makes it dirty. so yea it was pretty cool seeing that stuff.

AND THAT WAS MY WEEKEND, boy howdy i can't wait for this week...NOT

Last night was pretty cool, went to the movies with Gina, Erin, Chad, and Mandy, we saw wicker park...what a confusing movie! i tell you whut! Erins party tonight should be neato. and im watching this "on the road" where these people want to made into super rock stars! but this has nothing to do with music, they aren't making them sing or even play insturments, they are making them be a rodie and do stuff for the band sugaray! which is stupid, because you don't decide who is the most talented by watching them pick stuff up and move! Stupid reality tv. should have just stayed with COPS but then Surviover came in and started going crazy! WELL YOU KNOW WHAT TV EXECUTIVES REALITY TV IS LAME AND STUPID STOP IT! you bastards. minds as well just watch a sandwich rot, it would probably be a lot more interesting.

MMM America!

WHOO FRIDAY! sleeping all days staying up all night! i love it. I dunno what happining tonight, wait yea i do, we are walking around i guess. tommorow erins party. today nothing different from the usual i spose. I had C lunch stead of B lunch cuz the teacher had a meeting. it was cool, i had lunch with dan and chad and chris and, christine i think her name is, can't remember, she is cool though. hmm nothing besides that.

learning a kick ass song by the blasters "dark night" and it sounds awsome, would sound even better if i had a better amp with a tremblo setting! so im hoping to get enough money to get a new amp! but any ways thats all folks

hmm i wanna do somthing tommorow, but i don't want to go to the movies, there is nothing playing. erins party is saterday, might be ok, better be cake and pizza and ice cream and pin the tail on the donkey and maybe some gift bags!

tired, no english home work! alll right

GAD, this whole "high school" homework ever single night is driving me crazy! im falling behind in english, which sucks, so i have to skip a couple chapters and read back later! ooo boy can't wait for that confusion to start! spanish, big chapter test tommorow, i reckon i wont do so well but who knows! gah and home work over the weeked, i never do it, thats why im behind in english! i should probably do it, and i better not get any this weekend, i need some me time or somthing. i need some green to, runnin low in the dough!

well any ways i guess im done whinning

Today was alright, commercial art i am drawing a kick ass comic villian named commander, he is a space pirate and has a sword for his right arm! its pretty tight.

then went to math, did math

then power and energy, we are hauling ass on our mouse trap proppelled egg launcher! cept not enough we have a movement test on friday, and we don't have all the wheels on! oooh jeez! hmm

had lunch with gina and derek and chad and every one else, cuz every one was at that lunch! it was perty cool!

then had some pep rally, haha oh fun that was, but i guess its better than doing that other shit!

any ways that is about it!

RIVER CITY REBELS CD COMES OUT SEPTEMBER 21st!!!!

WHOOO HOOO KILLRADIO STUFF IS HERE, the cd and the tshirt, im wearing the tshirt right now and im listening to the cd right now! it rocks hard! this is whats on the t shirt

FRONT^^

BACK^^^

yesss i love it, got to listen to nirvana today in comm art that was great, and i fixed a toy by giving it an artifical leg! ;-) im a handy man

I FINALLY SAW IT! I SAW NAPOLEAN DYNOMITE!!!! it was terrfic would have been even better if there wasn't these really annoying girls sitting behind us, it was great though! whooo hooo, my life is almost complete! buuut first i gotta get totaly wasted and do it.. haha yea. horray for life long goals! any ways, i have home work don't know what it is, but i have it

went to chris's house last night, we went to logans party, it was kinda lame we just walked around town and was threatend by cops like 3 times, it was stupid, every one started smoking it was like all skaters there and stuff too. so any ways, ran into a bump in the road on this band, we aint got no drummer or bass! we gots to find one thats for sure. and last night i also found  people who suck worse at guitar than i do! this kid was horrible, he was like fucking up every song he played and his guitar was horribly out of tune so almost no matter what you played sounded like shit! haha ooooh jees im happy i don't sound that bad.

annnnd i need a new amp cuz mine is to small and it sucks, and some distrotion and a longer cord! good thing my birthdays comming up, you all better give me money ;-)

nothing new really get tommorow off, which means i can watch sealab tonight! and ATHF!!!! yes kick ass!

Talk amongst your selfs, i'll give you a topic, Why the hell do people smoke?

haha went to see anacondas tonight...boy, what a wonderful movie!, haha NOT that movie was far to predictable.haha. but any ways i had a good time with gina, i love her sooo much. im tired now though and i want to watch war of the worlds! i dunno if we have it though :?  but what can you doo, going to chris's house tommorow to rock out, and what not...hmm 3 day weekend, i love it, well any ways...im done, almost the 7th! that means killradio and senses fail!!! alllright!

GAD IM TIRED, i hate thursdays, long days with the not so great classes, it seems like the days last for ever! nothing very exciting happened today, nothing exciting ever happens, tommorow is friday, thank you, and a half day, thank you, annnd a 3 day weekend, thank you. chris gave me an anti-flag cd today "die for you government" pretty good cd. yup... and thats it. OH YEA

there is this crazy kid in my Ancient Civ class, haha he has like ticks where he blinks hard and his head goes in a circle, and he talks to him self and sings too..kinda creeepy, good characteristics of a pyscho killer! people with mental tics just creep me out! and i want to see SAW that movie looks creepy! and suspect zero too...hmm and shaun of the dead, and napolean dynomite, god only knows when i will see napolean dynomite, i have wanted to see it for a long time now...maybe some day..and that is it.

ow, my head hurts, and i can hardly keep my eyes open, im so tired, not much happened today, caught a grass hopper and brought it to school, the plan was to throw it in some ones hair but i couldn't find any one so i just threw it into a crowd. nothing much else happened, i finished my cartoon drawering of gina stepping in gum, cuz its funny, then had some wierd assembly today. theeennnn went to lunch with chris and derek and john simka and travis.

then off to math, that class is way to long, then! went to the last class of the day, power and energy, cut wood with the ban saw and drilled a hole in it with a drilling press, it was fun, and got free safety goggles! yup....ow